The inner workings of my mind

The erruption

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Emotions that I somehow manage to spill onto pages in the form of poetry never positive of the way you cause my heart to erupt like a volcano But the hot lava landing only on me as you remain the way that you are and have always been
        How can one person be the tallest and most prideful make me break into complete quietness I stand alone with the illusion that you are forever mine and I yours
       Even for five minutes when you appear my speech staggers, the earth quakes, and my heart swells as you whisper words with no meaning
But those feelings are gone when you appear anger hatred and sadness replace the love I once had That swollen heart broken and stuck together with dried tears as i lay here on the cold floor with no hunger for life How could you be so heartless and evil
    You claimed you could show me the way but lead me deeper into unknown surroundings just to leave me abandoned with no hope remaining So I brace myself every time I see a person appear the doors of my soul because that's exactly what it is mine My soul should not be compared to anyone because I am me

Over time I discovered that if i don't want the pain of the volcanic eruption I should keep them closed with the lights off like and abandoned house

          ~ARRI~