The inner workings of my mind

Liar

I trusted you with everything I have 

The worst parts of all is the only thing I wanted was a stupid apology

Two or three words could've changed everything

From the way I think about you, which is constantly, to the way I feel about myself

What gives you the right to act all high and mighty in front of the world treating me like someone with no importance at all?

To make everything worse I cant write one stupid line without thinking of you

To everyone that takes time and reads my story of life i'm sorry

my mind is trapped with only thoughts of someone I thought I would marry

I believed I was in love with

Am I being young and naïve?

The saddest part of all is that every time you call me I answer and act as if I don't care because I shouldn't 

I text to see if you're okay while my insides fill with butterflies waiting for you to respond

I lie and act cold towards you but deep down I still want you 

Lying isn't the hard part of this the hardest part is keeping up with my lies

Emotions should never take control over every move you make hoping that if you manage to get through this you become stronger and smarter than you were before

                     

                                                        ~ARRI~