Creations

Crimes

A/N: So, I just realized that May is mental health awareness month and simply for that, I wanted to share this extremely short story that I wrote when I was at my absolute lowest. I was extremely depressed and I just want everyone to know, it's a very depressing story. Also...

***WARNING*** This story contains suicide and may be unsuitable for some readers ***WARNING***

Anyways, enjoy and remember if you've ever felt this way, there's always someone who wants you, loves you and cherishes you, even if it feels like there isn't. You are loved. Don't forget that. Happy reading!

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In her school, Ariels father showed up because she was in a fight, she storms out of the principals office after her father told her she's not allowed to go anywhere, do anything or even stay at the lake house over the weekend like her plans were supposed to go. In the halls, her father is lecturing her, ignoring the crowds swarming.  The principal and all her friends from the school surround her and her dad while he continues to yell at her when she finally cracks.

"Go ahead and ground me. Tell me to go to my room so you don't have to deal with me. Not like you don't do it every fucking week." She rolled her eyes stopping on the marble floors, feeling her very soul shake and quiver.

"Excuse me young lady?" He crossed his arms, only getting more irritated with his daughter.

"You still don't get it do you?! ... I hate everything about my life. I learned to hate you because you hate me and don't say you don't because you never want to talk to me, see me or visit with me and when I finally get the chance to see you, you're yelling at me telling me you're so dissappointed in me, how could I possibly be your daughter but such a failure right?" She yelled at him.

"..." He couldn't respond as shock froze him. He tried to think of a time he never treated her so horribly but failed to come up with anything.

"That's what I thought. I heard your conversation with Adams nanny. I know exactly how you feel about me, don't feel bad though. I feel the same about you now." She turned to face him seeing his face show how hurt he was.

She only continued, with tears burning to show "You wish my mom was still alive so I could live with her and you wouldn't have to deal with me. Again, if it makes you feel any better... I wish I had died along with her."

She turned to face the floor, the one floor that had seen how hurt she'd been for years "I wish I could die this very second because my friends don't care about me. They only like me because I pay for everything. My own family hates me and I'm fine with it because I hate me too. I can't blame anyone else for hating me so god damn much because again.. I do too."

"..Ariel?" He whispered shaking with horror. He hated the fact that he was the one who caused her all this torment.

She snapped her head to face him, interrupting what he hoped to say "No.. You're gonna say something to try and make me change my mind but this is what I've learned in the seventeen years I've been alive. The same routine everyday since I was born. Bouncing in between parents till one of them drove into a fucking building because she culdn't stand me just like you can't even stand to be here in this room with me."

Tears finally breaking the thin ice of her eyes, she couldn't stop what was on her mind from spilling out of her mouth "If I wasn't so scared of ruining heaven itself, I'd be dead this very fucking second because I know it would make the entire world happier and better off without me, stealing oxygen.. causing scars, forcing tears down every face that looks at me.. Whatever happens to you... I hate you but I hope you finally become as happy as I wish I could have been being apart of your life." She ran out of the school, leaving her father completely shocked, and everyone on the bridge of tears and realization of how poorly they've treated her over the years.