complications - Maria Hill

chapter 10- realisation and kiss

I was around a week later of me and maria of work and if I am totally honest my love for her has grown for her more and more. 

the way she smiles

the way she cuddles into me when we sleep

how her face reacts to when she won a game on Mario kart and celebrates.

how her eyes light up at anything.

her smirk

when she gets tired and she's trying to fight to stay awake.

how she tries to scare me in the morning but terrible fails.

when she sits next to me when I am on discord playing Minecraft

when she snooks onto my Minecraft world and made herself a pretty impressive mansion.

and many more reasons and it is getting harder to hide my feelings. like basically impossible. like this morning I woke up with a goddam boner.. yeah I know weird right I rarely get boners. I know your probably surprise at that the fact that I am the equivalent of a hormonal college kid with also the parting and all that you would think that I am horny like all of the time but nope only when I am high or drunk, then an odd occasion when I am sober and Hella horney but anyway let's get on with it.

 It was mid-day and I was stocking up the cupboards and fridge freezer with food after having a food shop it was all properly organized like the OCD bitch I am.

"I don't understand why it has to be so perfect," maria said taking a sip of her coffee who was sat on the kitchen side.

"well, miss hill I don't know I have always done it well since the accident anyway I see it as a way of having control of the situation... I don't know " I said carrying on with the organizing.

"Hey it's ok you know everyone has their ways of coping it could be worse" she tried to reason with me.

"what maria drugs?? because I have done that probably all of it I smoke most days I drink sometimes I wonder why I even came back to work I am an emotional rec I can date anyone I can go one day without doing something or intaking something that I'm not supposed to and is probably gonna get me arrested "I vented walking over to my room and started to clean in there out of frustration.

"hey hey chill out," she said stopping me and holding both my hands together "you haven't done any illegal substances the past week you know why because I have been with you so if you want to stop drugs, alcohol all of it have me move in I can help you nova you know that right I can help you "

" no no no maria you don't have to do that no I don't want you to through all that trouble for me," I said as she walked over to me.

she put her hands around my waist and said. "yes I will and I am going to even without your agreement I don't care if you have demands or a horrible past or if you're a bit different down there ok " she said referring to my penis.

I  froze "wait how do you know that who else knows babe I cant anyone knowing it'll be like high school again I can't have that-" I was cut off by her pecking my lips I went to start talking again but she cut me off kissing me again.

"hey the only reason I know is when you told me when I was allegedly asleep not too long ago and nobody knows I promise only me and probably fury and every human you have slept with ok nobody at shield knows," she said.

"Why did you do that," I said confused.

"What?" she said

"kiss m why you do it," I said.

"it was the first thing that came to mind to stop you from overthinking that's all why you like it," she said unconvincingly by the first bit.

I raised my eyebrows at her" you sure that's why you did it or did you just wanna kiss me because I am hot as fuck and irresistible" I said smirking.

"omg you have such a big ego no I didn't kiss you because you hot and irresistible," she said lying.

"Hey you admitted I am hot and irritable dam doll didn't realise how much you like me but please take me out on a date first " I joked causing her to blush.

"shut it come on I am hungry and tired," she said falling walking and falling onto the couch and wrapping herself in the quilt from the spare room.

"okay hot stuff ill order pizza," I said picking her up and sitting on the couch and then placing her on me.