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It's late afternoon about six and we're setting up for the bonfire for the new greenie Thomas I hadn't seen Newt since dinner and I'm getting a bit worried
"Hey Uh Minho where's Newt?"I ask he looks up at me from the pile of wood in his hands "I think he's in his room"he answers "All right thanks"I walk into homestead and to Newt's bedroom door I knock
"Hey Newt you coming to the bonfire?"I don't get a response I hear heavy breathing from his room meaning he's in the there
"Newt I'm coming in"I slowly open the door and see him sitting with his legs hanging off the bed his head in his hands breathing heavily "Newt are you okay?"He looks up with teary eyes
"No-no I-I think I'm having a panic attack"He whimpers I rush over to him crouching in front of him "Newt you need to take deep breath's"He shakes his head
"I-I can't"He cry's breaking my heart "Newt look at me"He looks into my eyes with his teary ones "I need you to focus on my heart beat okay?"I place his hand about where my heart is
"Do you feel it,it's slow and steady you just need to do that it's going to be okay"He closes his eyes after a minute he shakes his head "It's not working I-I can't do it! I can't bloody do anything! I'm useless!"He shouts breathing heavier
I put my hands on his cheeks and pull him into a kiss his breathes slow down into normal pace I pull away opening my eyes I didn't realise that shut "Whoa-how how'd you do that?"He stutters
"I read in one of my books that you can focus all your energy on something like a clock ticking or in this case you focus all your attention on the kiss"he smiles a little
"You are so smart you know"He whisperers "Thanks you are so amazing"he shakes his head
"I'm not amazing not even close" "Do you think I would've helped you if I didn't think you were one of the most important people in my life?"he frowns "I'm important to you?"I chuckle slightly
"Of course you are...I-I love you and I couldn't let myself watch you go through all the trauma and pain you've been through alone...not again"I say with a tear falling down my cheek
"I love you too..and not just a friend way but a better way" "Like soulmates or lovers way?"He nods "I love you too"He smiles
"Uhm we should head to the bonfire"he nods I stand up and begin to walk to the door he grabs my upper arm "Y/n...I remember you from before all this"I frown he loosens his grip
"I remember we were a few years younger than we are now and we were lying in a bed holding hands and I told you that I loved you and you told me back..and"He tells me
"And?"He sigh holding both my hands "And I said that when we are In the maze and that we love each other i told you that,I'd marry you"he whisperers that last sentence
"You'd marry me?"I question just above a whisper "Yes...I'm not lying I would never lie to you"I smile "Do you want to marry me?"He nods frantically
"Uh yeah Duh! I love you"I giggle wrapping my arms around his neck "I love you too" "I know"He smirks kissing me
"I hate to ruin the lovey dovey moment you're having but we need you two at the bonfire"Minho's voice says behind me we both pull away looking at the Asian boy who had a smirk on his face
"We'll be there in a moment" "All right just keep it PG you don't want Chuck seeing Klunk or hearing for that matter-"
"Okay! Minho go we'll be a minute"I say with a sigh he holds his hand up leaving "Damn that woman's feisty"I hear Minho mumble
"Shut up Minho!"I shout Newt giggles Looking down at me "I love you"He whisperer "I love you too"I whisperer back
