It wasn't as it seemed....(Completed)

Chapter 23

Had a day from hell and was so glad it was home time, the walk home seemed to of taken hours although I was dreading going home I couldn't wait to get to bed and sleep. I was shattered. I kept getting messages from my father I wanted him to leave me alone, I wanted to be free from him but he wouldn't go, he would be there everywhere I go! I kept heard voices in my head "There's scissors in you bag Cami do it" and "Try taking the pills again" but I had to fight it I wasn't going to be the girl in year 9 and 10 self-harming because of my father. I was so glad I had Deanna and Emily, they had been so supportive through this even with Deanna. I wished I had the courage again to take the pills again and hope it would be enough this time but I couldn't do that to Kat.

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I never saw Rob today which was unusual. I got my phone out to text him:

"Hey, why weren't you in?" I pressed send and waited for a reply

Within minutes my phone buzzed "Your dad told me to stay away Cami. Im sorry" you had to be kidding me why did he feel the need to control me! Callum controlled and I wasn't going to let my own father do the same.

"Don't be silly ignore him" I knew he wouldn't change his mind but there was still a big part of me still hoping. He had given me so much confidence and without him I was scared. I didn't get a reply this was just brilliant and to top it off my parents were returning home for the night.

I hid myself in my room away from them both when my father burst into my room shouting at me, I couldn't hack it I put my headphones in and played my favourite song "One more time" by Ariana Grande and blocked him out he slammed the door shut, I texted Rob : 'I cant do this anymore Rob, I've only been back a week and I feel the old me. Please don't hate me because of him" i was praying he would reply. I layed on my bed singing along with the lyrics when my phone went off, i turned round and grabbed my phone.

"I will never hate you Cami! Meet me at the Water fountain at the park in half hour xx" I grabbed some fresh clothes out of my wardrobe.

I didn't need to call a cab for once, I finally passed my driving test and had my own car, my parents brought me as a "Present" more like for bribery. I checked myself in the mirror before heading off, I was wearing a blue tank top and dark blue ripped jeans with my converse. The weather was brighter then usual so I decided to skip on a coat and just wear a light cardigan over my clothes.

As I parked the car I saw Rob in the distance leaning against the fountain wall looking hot as always, I got out of the car and walked over to him.

"Hey" I shouted from the distance waving my hand in the air

"Hey you" he ran up to me and gave me a peck on the cheek. "That your car?"

"Sure is! Wanna go for a drive?" Anything to drive my beauty

"I just wanted to say..." He paused what was going to come next?

He continued "I just wanted to say....."