Somewhere Along the Way... (Loki x Reader)

If You Can Hear Me Or See Me...

"L...Loki?" I felt the tears springing to my eyes, my heart hammering in my chest.

He couldn't be gone.

I ran over to his room. He wasn't there.

I ran to the elevator. Nothing.

I looked the training room. Nothing.

The roof. Nothing.

The common room. Nothing.

I ran back to the elevator hitting the button repeatedly for Thor's floor, as soon as the doors opened I stumbled out throwing Thor's door open. The tears had taken over now and my vision was blurry.

"Little One what is it?!" Thor raced over to me catching me as I stumbled, my legs giving way.

His arm snaked around my waist in time to stop me from collapsing at his feet.

"It's...." the sobs, I couldn't control them. Instead I pulled my hand free from the mark that was now on my arm and seen Thor's face drop.

"Where is he Little One?"

"I DONT KNOW?! I TOLD HIM HE COULDN'T LEAVE BUT HE'S GONE!"

"Stay here I will go look for him."

Thor wrapped a blanket over my shoulders and placed a kiss on my forehead before leaving me on his bed.

I cried a little while longer, hugging his pillow. Before I knew it I was wandering down the hall to the elevator.

I hit the button for the garage, shrugging the blanket onto the floor before I exited the elevator.

Sorry everyone but I need to clear my head.

My chest was tight, my head hurt, I felt sick to my stomach. I needed space.

My mind was racing with thoughts. I couldn't turn it off. I lifted the keys to my Mustang and hopped in, I turned the engine on and gave it a little gas. With that the doors opened and I took off.

I had no idea where I was going but I just needed away from here. I looked back in the mirror and seen Bucky and Steve running out of the compound after me in confusion.

I'm sorry guys.

My phone began ringing in my pocket non stop, Bucky was calling me.

I turned it off and threw it onto the passengers seat, I'm sure all Tony's cars had trackers so they wouldn't find me for a while. My car however didn't have one. As far as I knew.

I drove around aimlessly for hours before the sky turned black, dangerous looking rain clouds beginning to creep in. Threatening to release the heavy raindrops writhing inside them.

Car lights were flashing past my eyes in a blur, I had zoned out at this point and just drove, ending up back home at my own house. I got out of the car my body shaking, I was numb.

I went into the house and lifted a coat before running up the lane past all the fields. I had only ever taken Loki this far, there was a lake and a little cabin back here, quiet and secluded. As my chest tightened again I paced myself back to a walk. After 15 minutes I had reached it, heading out to the lake I sat down at the little pier that was there.

Hours passed.

My head.

It didn't stop the whole time.

Why had he fled?
What was wrong?
What was this mark?
Was I destined to be his?
Did he not want me?
Where did he go?
Was he ok?
Was it because I kissed him?
What had I done?
Had I hurt him?
What if Odin caught him again?