My Beautiful Karma✔(Zach James Lee)

Chapter 17. Camera

Chapter 17. Camera

Dahniea's Pov

"[I'm not flirting with anyone because you might get mad. Trust me, I won't let you think about those stuff again from now on.]" His voice was calm while saying those words and I can also here his every breath.

A smile formed on my lips and I keep my mouth shut while listening to his voice. D*mn. Those calm and sincere voice just made my boring day. It feels like a sweet love song on my ears that I don't even know what to do but to smile like a freaking idiot. What the hell is wrong with me?!!

It just him and his sweet words but seriously?!! I shooked my head. Pakiramdam na kaya akong baliwin bawat oras na lumipas habang nandito siya o wala. Pakiramdam na kaya din akong saktan aa tuwing may maling nagawa sinadya man o hindi at pakiramdam na kaya akong pasayahin bawat segundong lumipas habang nakangiting pinapakinggan ang boses niyang tila isang musika sa pandinig.

Kung ako ang tatanungin, maswerte nga ako dahil nakakasama ko ang isang Zach na pinapangarap na malapitan ng karamihan but at the same time, it feels so wrong being with him. Bakit ba ako natatakot? Dahil ba sa ayaw kong masaktan o sadyang hindi ko lang talaga siya lubusang kilala.

They said that it will take time before getting to the last level of the game but how can I unlocked thise things when on the first place, I don't know how to play.

Masyado mang mabilis na nagsimula ang lahat ngunit alam kong ring mabilis din itong matatapos lalo na kung hindi ka sigurado at lalo na kung hindi mo kayang harapin ang mga darating na problema. It's just me who wanted to have a man that will love me unconditionally but sad to say, I don't think that kind of love exist in this world.

I have never seen or felt a love like that. Kung kay God meron pa but what about here? Meron ba? I shooked my head again. Wala. Ayoko ring maniwala.

"I....I have something to do" biglang sambit ko sa hindi malamang dahilan. Am I being a coward? No, I'm just being myself. This is me, the woman that everyone knows who's not into a love that is complicated.

I heared a sighed on the other line kaya pinilit ko ring huminga ng malalim para kumalma. Oo, magulo akong tao pero iyon lang ang magagawa ko para hindi na masaktan dahil lang sa nahuhulog na ako. Alam ko, pero kahit gano'n alam ko namang walang mangyayari. It's just my instinct but I can feel the pain on my heart even though wala pang nangyayari.

"[You're avoiding me, I know. I didn't call for almost a week and I thought you're looking for me right now]" he uttered that made me stunned. I wan't to say it's true but I remained silence while smiling bitterly. "[I thought you were going to asked me to go back there. I'm watching you and I'll always do. I know you're smiling, I can see Acher is sleeping and I can sense that you really......don't wan't me]" he added.

My jaw dropped and I roamed my gaze around just to find if there's a camera everywhere pero walang mahagilap ang mga mata ko. It looks like I'm freaking stupid right now pero hindi ako pwedeng magkamali, nag-eecho din sa loob ng kwarto ang boses niya even though it's not that loud. Hindi lang sa phone ko nagmumula ang boses niya but also somewhere inside this room. What the freaking crap is happening!!

I let out a deep sigh and I gulped when I heared him chuckled and by that, it echoed again in my room but those chuckle, parang pilit lang din. Malungkot ba siya? I wan't to say that I like him, na gusto kong umuwi na siya pero ayokong bawiin yung inumpisahan ko. Alam kong hindi ito laro pero oo, ayokong matalo.

"Kailangan kong tumulong sa pagluluto and also, pagising na rin si Acher so I need to look for him again" tila nag-aalinlangang saad ko. Muli akong napalunok. "O-Okay ka naman diyan eh at tungkol sa napag-usapan natin na agreement, huwag kang mag-alala, sumusunod ako sa usapan" I added. Well, ayokong sabihin niya na pati si Acher ay ipagdadamot ko sa kanya, he has the right at sa tingin ko, siya lang ang pwedeng tumulong sa problema ng pamilya ko. I shooked my head. Isa pa pala iyon sa mga problema ko. Tsk.