My Beautiful Karma✔(Zach James Lee)

Chapter 20. Fear

Chapter 20. Fear

Dahniea's Pov

"So..y-you're a doctor?" I spilled out but unsure because it seems like he's not when I saw him shooked his head once.

I sighed. Para na akong tanga kakaisip kung doctor ba talaga siya o hindi at kanina pa ako hindi mapakali dahil parang wala lang sa kanya 'yong sugat niya. It's a gun shot for pete's sake and yet, he's acting like nothing bad happen to him!! Seriously?!! I rolled my eyes. Kung gumalaw siya ay parang wala siyang sugat. Parang hindi siya nasasaktan!! If I were him I swear, I'm dead right now.

I take a deep breath before I find myself next to him and I frowned when I saw him take off his shirt completely. Hindi naman kasi as in na hinubaran siya ni Sunny kanina. She just unbuttoned his lower longsleeve to check his wound on his tummy but I guess, he's fine base on what I am seeing right now.

"Help me" saad niya kaya nataranta naman ako kung ano bang gagawin ko. I'm not good at this one but I'll try. D*mn it!!

"A-Ano bang maitutulong ko?" I stuttered before I faced him with my frustrated look.

He's calm while me on other hand, look like I'm going to die right now.

"Relax. The other blood stain is not mine"

My jaw dropped the moment I heared those words from him at bahagyang pinandilatan ko siya ng mata.

"W-What do you mean?" saad ko at tiyak kong nahalata niya sa boses ko ang panginginig nito. Hindi galing sa kanya ang ibang dugo? I gulped. Kung gano'n kanino?

"I don't wan't you to get shocked so I won't tell you." he uttered using his calm voice before he gave me his smile.

Muli akong napalunok no'ng makitang sinimulan niyang gamutin ang sariling sugat and after a couple of seconds, nanlaki ang mga mata ko when I saw how he removed the bullet from his stomach skilfully. D*mn!! It makes me wan't to freaking cuss over and over again but I stopped myself at ang tanging nagawa ko lang ay ang paulit-ulit na pag-iling bago ko tuluyang iniwas ang paningin sa kanya.

My hands started to shake so I closed my fist. This is the thing that I don't wan't to see. Pakiramdam ko kasi ako 'yong nasasaktan. Parang lumipat sa'kin lahat ng sakit pero wala akong magawa kundi magtiis na makita siyang gano'n. Hindi naman sa wala akong tiwala sa kakayahan niya pero ayoko siyang makita sa gano'ng sitwasyon.

This is the first. I don't know him that much, I don't know what his hidden job and I don't freaking know what the hell on earth happened to him. Sa ilang linggong nakasama ko siya, masasabi kong parang ang tagal na naming magkasama pero hindi mababago ng imahenasyon na iyon ang katotohanan.

The fact that I know to myself that everything's just happened so fast makes me wan't to stop the time so that I can enjoy more being with him but that's my what ifs again. I sighed then I shooked my head.

Paulit-ulit ng kinukumbinse ng puso ko ang utak ko at ngayon, masasabi kong panalo siya. Panalo ang puso ko. Now, I just need to get the hell out of my mind all of my second thoughts and just trust him. Hindi ko man iyon maibibigay ng mabilis pero asahan niyang uunti-untihin ko.

"Hand me your first aid kit" I heared him uttered and that's the time I faced him again. Agad akong tumago bilang tugon at sinunod ang sinabi niya.

I made my way to the bathroom and grabbed the first aid kit inside the drawer there before I get back to him. Nilapag ko iyon at agad ring bumalik sa bathroom to get a towel and basin tsaka ko ito nilagyan ng tubig.

Nakita ko kasing may mga bahid ng dugo 'yong katawan niya. I sighed when I saw those bloods on his body. Patuyo na rin 'yong iba dahil siguro sa aircone but d*mn, I don't know how to help. Alangan namang punasan ko siya bigla. Hindi ba masyadong makapal 'yong mukha kong hawakan 'yong katawan niya?!! And speaking of his body, d*mn it!! He looks so hot with or without blood on his body and those freaking abs made my cheeks heated up and I swear, naiilang na ako ngayon.