Dreams on Waters - A Camren Fanfiction

Chapter 39

I watched Camila talk to Normani for a while, like she always did when we came to see her except this time I wasn't participating in the conversation. I decided to stay away from the brunette to let her understand that I was still upset with her for not wanting to tell me about what she had talked to that man about.

"Very well ... wait a second" said the brunette, interrupting everything "What is happening here? Why do I think something happened between the two of you?" She finished looking at us with her eyes narrowed.

"I don't know, maybe Camila can tell you," I replied indifferently.

Then the girl placed her gaze on the brunette, this with a sigh left her side and threw her hair back. At that moment I knew she was nervous.

"I thought it was good..." she started "But now that I think about it I don't think it's a good idea, I don't... I really don't know what to do" her voice cracked.

Hearing her like that, the pressure in my chest returned and the anger that I had before was gradually subsiding.

"What are you talking about?" Asked Dinah, who had been silent until now.

The brunette gulped, gave me a quick look and then lowered her head.

"I know where Mahone is, they gave me that information this morning and for a moment I was happy to know because I could go to him and make him pay for everything he has done to us but now ... I don't know what I should do. For the first time in my life I don't know which decision to make."

After her words the room fell silent, the three of us in awe of what Camila had said. So that was what that guy had gone to say to the brunette, she had asked him to find Austin. Suddenly fear seized me.

"You're not thinking about going ... right?" I asked fearfully.

Her gaze met mine, her mouth curved into a sad smile.

"I think it would be for the best. If I go after him now I'll end the whole thing" she approached taking my hands "We can have a quiet life without Austin in it."

"But we can go somewhere, one where it won't find us... I don't know" I began to despair.

"I'm not going to run away."

"I see you have it very clear," said the blonde staring at the brunette.

"Dinah ..." Normani spoke with concern in her voice.

Yes, everything was clear.

I shook my head several times because I already knew what it all meant.

"I ... I can't, I ..." I let go of Camila's hands. "I need to get out of here."

I practically ran out of the place regardless of the calls I heard behind, I was not going to stop. Anyway sooner or later they would find me, after all I had no more place to go so it would be easy for them to assume that I was heading to the ship.

As I went I could hear Camila calling me albeit very far away. I hastened my walk to get to my destination faster, when I did I completely ignored the group of men outside the ship who were looking at me confused and I went to the cabin closing the door with a hard bang. I walked around the room trying to calm myself but I had too many things on my mind that they wouldn't let me do it. Tired I flopped down on the bed allowing myself to close my eyes, maybe that way it would be easier to calm down.

Minutes later the door opened, letting me see a brunette panting from probably running here. I sat slowly on the edge of the bed watching her intently in anticipation of her actions. She took some breath to try and catch her breath, turned around and closed the door then turned slowly bringing her eyes to mine. In her eyes you could see guilt, sadness and ... fear?