The Introvert's Baby (LITTLESPACE AU)

39

"Did you really read the paper?"

---

We got home and after I explained everything, she was awfully quiet.

"Baby what's on your mind right now?" I asked as she sat on the couch, rubbing her face. "Should I still do it? How did you get through it Oppa?"

I sighed and sat next to her, holding her hands. "It's not easy..." I whispering, pecking her lips. "Sometimes you have to stay there over night once they decide the group or if your a soloist."

"When does it get easier?"

It hurt. It never became easier. Still a busy schedule, hardly a personal life, and sometimes over obsessive fans.

"Nothing is easy in life... I really fear your mental health with this.. but if you choose to do it, you have my full support." I pulled her closer to me, wrapping an arm around her waist.

"I love you."

"I love you too beautiful."

---/--

We got to the company, however I had to drop her off at the restaurant next to the company and she had to walk by herself. Not to mention my fear of something happening, I walked around the lobby a bit until I saw her enter and her new manager greeting her.

When I made it up to the boys in the dance studio, Jimin was the first one to sense my discomfort. Immediately distracting me, we goofed off for a bit.

After practicing the dance to 'permission to dance' a few more times, sejin rushed into the room and called me over.

(sejin is BTS manager)

"Your girl needs you. I think she's about to have a panic attack."

"Shit."

I followed the elder in a fast jogg, with us getting to one of the newer dance studios a minute later. The second the door was opened I saw Minnie and Chaeyeons dance teacher trying to calm a manic Chaeyeon in the corner.

"Angel." I said as her dance teacher moved out of the way. I pulled the girl into my lap, messing with her hair. "Angel breathe with me okay?" I took a deep breath, slowly breathing as hers matched mine slowly. She shook in my arms and the other male and female in the room looked at us in sadness.

"Your okay.... I'm here."

She finally looked up, letting me clear her tears away. "What happened sweetheart?" I cooed, moving her hair behind her ear. "What made you get upset?"

She looked up to her teacher, looking back down to the ground. "I am j-just not used to dancing t-this much in one day. S-sorry for scaring you Yoongi Oppa."

That was an obvious lie. She avoided my eyes all together, getting off my lap and taking a deep breath. "I didn't bother you did I? Were you and the boys super busy?"

I went to grab her hand but she backed away, still avoiding my eyes. "I'm okay Yoongi. Please go back to your busy schedule so I don't feel super bad.."

  "Baby the boys and I were on a small break, it's alright. Minnie, hyung, can we please be left alone for a moment?"

  Once the door shut, I quickly grabbed her and pulled her into a tight hug. "Chaeyeon-ssi.. please... I know it's stressful but you have to trust and talk to me so we can make this work.."

  She sighed and wrapped her arms around me, hiding her face against my chest. "I'm okay.. my teacher is just a bit... Strict.. I'll be okay.. promise I didn't get in the way of anything?"

  "I promise sweetheart. And tonight we can relax any way you'd like. Maybe some alone time in the hot tub?" I suggested, finally getting a small smile.

  "Okay.." she whispered, finally backing away from me. "I should probably get back to work then."

  "Stay as positive as possible, and tell someone if you start to feel sick or panicked okay?"

  She nodded, kissing my cheek and letting me leave.

"Now I can't wait until after work." I chuckled to myself, heading back up to the boys.

--

  It was the end of the day, the boys and I finishing a bit early. We all decided to surprise Chaeyeon, quietly heading to her dance studio.

  We slowly entered unoticed by her; all sitting down and watching her perfect dancing.

  As she hit her finishing pose, we all started clapping; scaring the shit out of her. Cracking a nervous smile, she gave a silly bow and giggled.

  "That was amazing girly!" Hoseok exclaimed, jumping around. "He's right. Your an amazing dancer Chaeyeon-ah." Jimin informed.

  After all the boys giving complements, she looked at me and smiled tiredly. She was faking all the smiles and laughs, making me believe I was the only one who noticed.

  She came up and hugged me; but I held up most of her bodyweight. She overworked herself. I rubbed her back and whispered in her ear. "Don't let everything go get.. we still have to get out of here without each other.. just go head out first and get into my car okay?"

  "Okay Oppa.."