His Beloved(A vampire's mate)

Chapter 36

*Veronica's POV*

I regretted telling Lola that Derek was her mate, it hurts and I was hurting at the thought of both of them being together right now.

What if they were hugging? Or kissing? Or right on top of each other on bed?

Derek loves you so, so much. He will never do such a thing. If he does, shame on him.
Still your fault. Why did you tell Lola to be with Derek, when you love him too. Stop pushing him away. Please.

I don't want to hurt him. I can't bear to see him cry again, if he loses me.
No, mom and dad are suffering because of me, Derek should not too.

"Veronica, open the door!" Derek said in a loud tone as he gave several bangs on the door. He finally broke the lock and walked in.

"What is wrong with you?!" I shouted back. He shouldn't be here. He should be in bed with Lola. Although I was happy he wasn't...but still.

"You are wrong with me. Being near you, makes me go crazy, being without you, I feel like I'm empty, useless, hopeless and lifeless. I'm obsessed with you. You scent alone, turns me on. Your touch, your lips on mine, your personality changes, your innocence... everything about you. You are making me go crazy, I'm crazily in love with you. Right now, all I'm thinking about is kissing you, caressing you, marking you mine forever and making love with you. Not Lola, not any other woman, but you. Because I love you." Derek said with so much emotions.

And he wasn't lying, he was right about every word. I could read his mind and emotions, along with his thoughts.

Wow, truthful much.

"Sorry, but I thought letting you love Lola was the right thing. I know you love me, but loving me is dangerous." I said in a low tone.

"And forcing a vampire not to love you and still seducing him, is also very dangerous." Derek said.

I know what he was referring to. Lexis wearing revealing clothes, showing little skin to your mate will make him go crazy, much more a lot of skin.

Derek continued coming closer, until my back was against the wall.

I read his thoughts, he was losing control of his rational self and his eyes were wondering all over my body. And I remembered I didn't get changed from what Lexis was wearing, which was leaving my cleavage under Derek's hungry eyes.

Derek eyes moved to my lips and soon he clashed his lips on mine. Touching every inch of my lips, with his soft kiss. This kiss was nothing like the usual ones, it was out of love, true love.

I closed my eyes and leaned in, closing the gap between us. And I felt his members come alive.

I pressed forward, enjoying the way my body felt on his. My tiny figure against his huge muscular ones.

His large hands traced my hips up and down, until he reached my bum and squeezed gently.

I gave out a low moan and tried holding it in by biting my lower lips.

His lips left mine and I felt empty, until I felt his lips on my neck, licking and sucking all at once and few times I felt his fangs elongated, but he quickly withdrew them.

"I want to bite you..." Derek whispered into my lips and for some unknown reasons those words affected my thinking. I was lost in pleasure.

Should I push him away or let him continue? What if it gets out of control and he can't control himself and he sucks me dry?

He moved to my lips and captured it in a passionate kiss.
"Bite me." I managed to respond after a lot of thinking.

I expected him to move to my neck and Mark me.
Lexis wanted him to mark me and said that if he did the pain will  turn to excessive  pleasure.
I wanted Derek to cause me pleasure.