A jiley love story.

79- Trusting you.

Riley's POV:

I go silent, where do i even begin to tell my ex boyfriend all my problems. Trusting him is hard, really hard. But after tonight i have a little more love for him, maybe more then i should.

James's POV:

Riley looks deep, really deep within her thoughts. I know she use to be able to trust me, she doesn't seem like she can these days but her ringing me honestly makes me believe that she still does, even if its a little bit.

"Riles, if you dont want to tell me you dont have to." i speak up rubbing circles on her arm.

"I want to, i just dont know if i can." riley mumbled.

"Take your time beautiful, take all the time you need." i tell her sweetly.

"My parents keep fighting, like really badly." riley spoke softly.

I knew it upset her.

"Do you know what about beautiful?" i ask riley lovingly.

"No but every time i come home from dance if there both here, there yelling and arguing. We havent ate dinner as a family in weeks." riley admits.

"Couples can fight Riles." i tell her.

I try to be reasurring, but when Riley and I where together there fighting got worse as the days went on.

"It's not petty james, i believe its serious.' riley spoke with tears in her eyes.

I cuddle her closer to me, and continuing drawing shapes on her arm as i know she loves that.

"Dating or not Riley, i wanna be here for you.'' i tell her sweetly.

"I want you to be here too." riley mumbled against my chest.

"Also us huh?'' i ask.

I knew the answer, we just havent spoken about it.

"Yeah but i dont want to talk about that right now, i just want to enjoy this moment." riley tells me.

I give her a kiss on the forhead.

Riley's POV:

We talk for awhile, deep long talks like we use to. The problem felt like it wasn't even there, but i knew it was we both did, none of us wanted to let it ruin the moment though. After awhile i grow tired, it was almost 1.30am and we both needed sleep.

"Good night Jay." i tell him giving him a kiss on the cheek again.

"Good night Riles." he tells me as he runs his fingers through my banana scented hair.

I drift off to sleep and wake up to no James beside me. I go downstairs and see him making me breakfast.

James's POV:

Rileys petite  view popped out of nowhere. I smile at her as she walks over to me.

"Good morning riles." i tell her.

"Good morning." riley replies sweetly.

"Sit down im cooking your favourite!" i tell her.

Banana pancakes. Riley's absolute favourite.

"Banana pancakes?" riley asks.

"Yes." i reply flipping one over.

"Someone should marry you one day!" riley joked. She then realised what she said, and looked down.

"Who might that be?" i ask playfully.

"Not beth." riley mumbles.

I heard her though.

"You maybe?" i joke.

She playfully slaps me and we enjoy pancakes together. My phone rings and it's "Beth." Riley notices.

"You should uh get that." riley spoke while eating her pancake.

"Nah its fine." i reply quietly.

"Can i?" riley asks.

"I guess." i reply.

Riley takes my phone and hangs up the call, Beth wont be happy but it made Riley and i both laugh.

"Much better." Riley replies stealing the banana piece of my plate and popping it into her mouth.

"Good to see you happy this morning riles." i tell her sweetly.

" it's all thanks to you." riley tells me.

I go to go home after Riley and i have a morning swim and she walks me to her front door, giving me a  massive hug.

"Thank you for last night." riley tells me yet again.

"Your always welcome." i reply giving her a hug.

Riley's POV:

I wish James and i kissed on the lips but we weren't together and i wasn't ready but hugging him and holding his hands was perfect. I wonder what this means for us..