My Future Stepbrother

Chapter 30

JAYCES P.O.V

“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TWO DOING?!”

Mum looks furious, I haven’t seen her this angry since me and Chad used her grandmother’s patchwork quilt to dry up spilt car oil.

I gently put Aleah down and try not to laugh as she tries to untangle herself from her own hair.

“Jayce, living room. Now.”

I’m so fucked.

I follow her into the living room and waiting for the barrage of screaming, instead she just looks between me and the kitchen where I can hear Lee running water.

“We were just messing around mum.” I lie. I tried to make it sound strong but I don’t think she believed it.

I wasn’t messing around. I was trying to fight the urge to take Lee right then and there against the kitchen table.

I’ve never met anyone that makes me feel the way she does. She lights a fire in me, I feel crazy when I think about her even though I’m always thinking about her.

She makes me mad with lust whilst also being the only thing that calms me. I want to hold her hand and cuddle her but also fuck her into oblivion at the same time. She makes every part of me alive with electricity. She’s the only girl I’ve ever thought about beyond what I can get from her in this moment, I actually think about our future.

“Jayce I know what you’re doing and it has to stop.”

“What are you talking about?” I answer too quickly. There’s no way she knows about us, despite the slip up in the kitchen just now we’ve been careful but honestly I don’t care if she does. I want Lee. Maybe I should just tell her about us.

“Look I know what you’re like with girls, you have a way with them and can make them bend to you. I’ve seen it a hundred times with you Jayce. You don’t know how to talk to a girl if your not flirting with them but you can’t do that now. She’s going to be your sister Jayce. Aleah has to be off limits to you.”

I really wish she’d stop calling her that. I couldn’t bare to think of it. The way I thought about Lee wasn’t anything like the way siblings thought about each other and it’s not like it even started when she moved in here anyway. Lee had been important to me long before mum met Cole.

Lee wasn’t like any of the girls I had been with before, I didn’t want to just have her for the night. I wanted to have her for as long as she’d let me.

Mum carried on, talking about the shitty way I’d treated Lee over the years but she’d needn’t bothered, I beat myself up about it enough already.

I hated it. I hated I was so desperate to push her away by any means I had intentionally caused her so much pain. I even did it after she moved in here when I pushed her up against the sink.

I had seen her that day and I couldn’t believe she was there, she was in my house, in my bathroom, inches away from the bed I had laid in so many times thinking about her.

I couldn’t cope even looking at her. I’d tried to make her hate me so she’d stay away from me and maybe then I could control myself but it was too much to ask. Resisting how I felt about her was futile.

Mum stumbled in her heels and walked to the hall to take them off. I know she loves Cole and I know how protective he is over Lee. I didn’t know how to feel, would he really take her away and leave mum if he found out about us?

I needed to talk to him, explain how I felt, how I could never and would never hurt Lee again, that I’d protect her just like he would mum. He had to understand.