XXXV. The colors of self-love

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Discount Shakespeare
An anthology of musings
Poetry by seomins 

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The colors of self-love

My daydreams sang to me once, that self-love's essence
Is a lot like a rave, in the grandest thrill of seeing colors
And breathing them in until they're mine to possess.
At first, I thought they were crazy. I thought they
Weren't seeing colors, but lost things and illusions.
Dark, detrimental, disembodied illusions curated
In their desperate attempts to love themselves.
They couldn't make sense to me, and I couldn't risk
Making way less sense than they did. That was,
Until I saw the first droplets of pain breaking free
From the shackles of their God-forsaken wounds.
They were blue. An intoxicating blue, almost an
Indigo, accompanied by metallic specks of silver,
Taking a leap of faith from my mind to unravel
Constellations across the fabric of my garments.
From there, the patches of my skin turned bashful
In pink. The tears that burst through my soul moved
Through the reckless gold of a rumbling waterfall.
And when my thoughts erupted in shades of a
Vicious red, that's when I saw the world in my hues.
My days turned lilac, my nights turned gray.
My eccentricities kept me up 'til the break of dawn
In visions of a tantalizing black. And wrapped around
My skin was the color wheel of life, seeping through
My bloodstream, consoling me, I was different.

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By Andrea GP.

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