The Rough, Sadness, And The Light At The End Of The Tunnel

Ten

I put my head on Chris's shoulder trying to catch my breath. Chris ran his hands on my back and kissed my shoulder.

"Fuck." I cursed and put my hands on his biceps. I slowly rose up off of him and he groaned as he fell out.

Chris pushed me on my back and got on top of me. I looked down and he was already hard again.

"How? How the hell are you already hard again. You sure Marvel didn't actually give you the serum? Because you have an insane amount of testosterone running in your veins. Mostly one." I pointed down. Chris just laughed and rolled over next to me.

"God i love you." He chuckled and got off the bed. "Where you going?" I asked looking up at him. "I'll take a shower. I can tell your tired. Not only is it midnight, but you're still jet lagged from the flight yesterday, and you've been up all day. Plus, if i'm a bit tired from what you just did... i'm sure your legs are burning." He smiled at me before kissing my forehead and going to the bathroom.

I sat up on the bed and stretched a bit. I got up going to the closet grabbing a pair of shorts and matching top.

After a couple more minutes Chris walked out of the bathroom with nothing but a pair of boxers on. He switched off the lights and got in bed.

He crawled over and rested his head on my chest and he wrapped his arms around me. I move one of mine to his back and one in his hair.

We've been sleeping like this a lot lately. Usually I sleep on Chris or we spoon but since we got back together he's done this a lot. And I won't ever complain about snuggling with Chris. But i think he's still worried i'm gonna leave.

I can tell by many different things he still worries. One, how we've been sleeping. Two, he's always either holding my hand or his hand is on my thigh. Three, I can tell by the way he looks in my eyes. Four, by the way he kisses me.

I know the last one might sound weird. But I can tell. Now when he kisses me I can tell he puts all his love and passion into it. I think he does it so I can know how much he really does love me. Which I do. But I think that fear might stay with him for a bit.

THE NEXT MORNING

"Baby. I need to get up." I started moving Chris's hair around. He just groaned and nuzzled more into my chest. "Chris please." I asked trying to sound more innocent. "Fine." He whined and rolled on his back.

"Thank you, my love." I said. I leaned over and gave him a kiss. I was pulling away when he moved his hand to the back of my neck pulling me back to his lips.

I squealed a bit before humming feeling his lips on mine. I felt the sting of his hand coming down on my ass and I moaned. He took that time to stick his tongue in my mouth.

He grabbed my hip and he got on top of me without breaking our lips. He removed his mouth from mine and started kissing my neck.

"Fuck. As much as I love you doing this... I really need to get ready." I said. "Where are you going?" Chris asked and moved his head over mine.

"Me, your sisters, and Scott are going to Boston. They're going to help me find a dress for Scar's premiere. We were able to reserve a two hour block at this really nice spot with really pretty plus size dresses. So we're going early so we can get breakfast and coffee." I told him. He moved off me and I got out of bed.

"You better hurry out this room before you miss breakfast and coffee." Chris warned sitting up. "Why?" I asked and went to the closet. "Because those shorts are starting to ride up. And the black lace with the navy blue is fucking sexy." He said. "Alright." I grabbed my jeans, a tank top, and a jacket and went to the bathroom.

"That better for you?" I asked. "Yes." Chris said back. "What time are you gonna come home?" He asked "I don't know. But I'll call you when we start the drive home. We're gonna be at the place for about two hours then go to the mall for more shopping time." I told him.

"Okay. Sounds good. I was gonna go to mom's place anyways." He said. "Okay. Love you!" I yelled through the door. "I love you too, Babygirl. I'm gonna take the dogs for their walk now. Text me that you left if we're not home when you leave, please." "Of course. Tell the dogs I love them for me." I smiled. "Will do." He said and heard the door close.

I took a shower and got ready for the day.

(With a matching jean jacket.)

Chris wasn't downstairs when I got down. I walked over to get my shoes shoes I saw something on the shoe rack.

Hopefully when you see this I'm still gone. My card is on the back of this. Use it to buy the dress. Please. You don't have to use it for other shopping if you don't want to. But those dresses are expensive. And I have picked out my suit. It's a maroon velvet suit. Just to let you know.

Love you. Have a good time. I'll get dinner for tonight too. And I'll love whatever you pick out.

I smiled and thought about what he said. Those dresses were very expensive. But I hate it when he spends a lot of money on me.

I got my shoes on and went out to the car. Once I took off towards Carly's house I called Chris.

"Hey, Baby." He answered. "Chris." I said. "Jordan. I asked Scott where you were going and he told me. That place is crazy expensive. Please just let me do this one thing. You don't even have to use it when you go to different stores. But if you get a dress there please use it." He said. "Fine. But I hope you know I won't like it." I said.

"I know, Babygirl. Have a fun time. I'll see you tonight." "I love you." I told him. "I love you too." And with that he hung up.