The Rough, Sadness, And The Light At The End Of The Tunnel

TikToks

With Jordan being big on Instagram for her makeup. I think she would do makeup tiktoks too. And when her and Chris got together and became very serious, Jordan would make funny tiktoks. 

This might be hard to write because i'm explaining a tiktok. But bare with me. 

Sound: 

"All you have to do is wait and look off screen. When you hear the background sounds going down that's when you say we do not care." I told Chris. "Okay. Sounds good." He nodded. 

"You sure you want to do a tiktok?" I asked since Chris liked to keep our relationship between us and close friends. "Yeah. Why not? I get to show the world how much i love you." He said. "I hate it when you get all hopeless romantic on me." I rolled my eyes. "You love it. Don't deny it." He kissed my cheek.

I set the timer for three seconds before the sound started. Me and Chris looked off screen not playing attention til the background went down. 

"We do not care." We said at the same time out loud. The sound stopped and i looked over it. For a first take it was actually really good. I guess i am with a actor that has been acting for almost twenty years now. 

"Now what do i do?" Chris asked as we stepped back. "Now you kiss me." I smiled. "Sounds like a lot of fun. But why?" He questioned. "When i edit i'm going to put words on that first part. It's a video for the haters of our relationship. It'll have quotation marks and say 'Chris should be with someone prettier and skinnier'." Chris cut me off before i could finish. "Jordan." He said in a warning tone. 

"And before you get mad, it's what the sound is for. We'll say 'we do not care' and it will cut to us kissing showing them we do not care." I explained. "Alright. I don't care what you look like." He reminded. "I know you don't. Part of the reason i love you so much." I kissed his cheek and pressed the button. 

The timer went down again and Chris kissed me. We could hear the sound start playing again in the background. And Chris must've know because he picked me up making me wrap my legs around him. He moved his lips from mine and started kissing my neck. While doing do he slowly inched his hands over so they were under my ass. 

The sound stopped playing and Chris wouldn't put me down. "Chris it's over." I said. "It's not over until i want to put you down." He said and continued kissing me. 

After a few more seconds he put me down and i went to see how it turned out. It was really good so i watched the two parts together and i loved it. After adding the words i posted the video and Chris pushed me back on the bed telling me he was going to finish what i had started. 

Inspiration video: It's a video from @heydianapie on tiktok. She's a woman who loves the different decades. She made this video when she was brushing her teeth then leaned down out of the way of the camera and popped back up with clothes from the 40's on. I think you can look her up with or without an account. 

"Chris!" I yelled. All of a sudden i heard loud rushing footsteps followed my two other quick steps. Chris rushed over from the stairs and right over to where i was sitting on the counter. "What's wrong? You hurt? What happened?" He asked looking all over looking for something to be wrong. 

"I'm fine. I just had a question." I told him putting a hand in his hair to calm him down some. "Don't scare me like that. You never yell my name like that." He sighed. 

"Okay this might sound weird but just answer it. Do you still have anything close to the clothes you wore in the first avenger?" I asked. His nose scrunched and i could tell he was trying to think. 

"Maybe. Which clothes are you talking? Because i have the suit but i doubt it'll fit, gained some more weight. Or like the everyday clothes?" He questioned. "More weight my ass. More like muscle mass. But everyday clothes. I found this video and i want to do it." I turned my phone and played the video. 

"So you want me to look like Steve from the 40's." He asked and i nodded. "This actually sounds really fun. And i have the perfect thing. What are you gonna wear?" His hands moved to my hips and pulled me closer to him. "I'll probably just order an older style of a swing dress. And do my best attempt at a hair style." I told him. 

After a few days my dress came and Chris really wanted to this tiktok for some reason. So we filmed the first part where we just brushed our teeth and leaned down out of frame. The music stopped and we re-watched the clip. 

Chris left and went into the guest bathroom to get dressed while i got dressed in our room. I was doing my hair when Chris spoke up from the other side of the door. 

"Baby? I need help with my hair." He said. "Okay, come here i can help." The door opened and Chris shyly smiled. I saw what he was wearing and i covered my mouth with my hands. "The pants are kinda small." He said and walked over. 

"They let you keep this?" I asked as he walked over. "The only thing i got to keep from the first avenger is this and the suit and jacket from when Steve got Bucky from HYDRA. You said 40's and this is the best i can do." He said. 

After i finished my hair, to the best i could do it, i tried to get Chris's hair like how he did for Steve's hair. Once our hair was done i went into our closet and put the dress on. 

I looked in the full length mirror we had and i was happy about how it came out. It's not like it's easy finding a plus size 1940's swing dress. I went back into the bathroom and Chris looked up from his phone. 

"You look so cute." He said and walked putting his hands on my hips. "Thank you, Steve." I teased him. He groaned and put his head back. 

"Come on, Cutie. It's time for the best part." I smiled and grabbed his hand. "And what's that?" He questioned. "I moment i start dating Steven Rogers." I said and held up his shaving kit. "You know what... let's do it." He rolled his eyes and sat on the counter. 

After finishing his shave it was perfect. It wasn't exactly perfect because the hair was a bit off but he looked like he was filming. One thing for this tiktok is you can't move the phone. So we left my phone propped up making sure it was in the same spot. 

We had to do a few takes because we didn't know what we wanted to do when we stood back up. But we ended up doing something funny. Popping up from below the sinks we looked in the mirror confused at what happened. I looked at Chris and just shrugged. Both of us just laughed and we decided to post that one. 

Just something i thought you guys might like next chapter coming soon.