The delay.

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So I think I owe you an explanation as to why I haven't updated for those who either 1. don't follow me, or 2. don't check my message board (which I cannot force you to, and never will).

The past few months of my life have been extremely stressful and needless to say, I have been in a lot of mental and physical pain.

I said in an earlier chapter that I had a brain scan, and as it turned out, I had a severe problem with my brain, which could've possibly brought me to lose my sight, and possibly my life.

I am only 15, so naturally, this was the most terrifying thing I could have ever thought to go through - and especially at such a young age. I live in England, and our healthcare system is not the best, so I had to wait weeks and weeks to get an appointment, and they didn't handle it the right way.

I went to the hospital a few weeks ago, being told that it was going to be a 30 minute appointment to run through my condition, so I had a better understanding of what exactly I was enduring.

But, alas, I was suddenly thrown into an extremely serious medical procedure where I was sedated and I had to get a multitude of tests and needles and everything - it was terrifying.

But even then, after this procedure, my condition is not better. This is going to be something I have to live with, and I have not been able to write anything without experiencing unbearable headaches and migraines and just.. pain so severe that I did not want to put myself through the pain of writing.

This condition has restricted me from doing the things I love. I can no longer read properly, nor can I write, or draw, I can't do anything like I used to do it.  Only now am I starting to be able to draw with my sketch pad again.

This entire situation has severely affected my mental state and there have been times where I was so close to giving up.

But on the bright side, I have nearly finished my first full round of medication - so eventually I am hoping to come back to this book. Please try and be patient with me, and I thank all of those who already have. You all mean the world to me.

Thank you. ❤️

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