Behind the Fame

Worry

Jessica

Sara is now on her 34th week and we should be expecting the baby anytime soon. We just finished filming episode 18 for this 7th season and it was just about the right time as Sara's character was lying in the hospital bed, in coma. That'll give us the time off we need. Also, we shot in advanced all the scenes for the remaining episodes where Sara is involved so she could focus on the baby when he arrives.

I have a few more scenes I have to do today but those mostly involves me and other cast members.

"Hey Honey, good morning. I have to leave, call time is at 9am. Breakfast is ready on the dining table. The kids are up and has been changed. They are in their playroom with Elena."

"Mkay... How I wish you did not have to leave..." Sara said as she pouted her lips.

"I know me to but I have to. I'm filming all my remaining scenes today so I could take the time off. But since I have about three more episodes I have to work on, I might not be home in time for dinner. Don't wait up for me."

"I love you Baby. Thank you for everything."

"I love you too Honey. Call me if you need anything, okay?"

"Take care for me please?"

"I will. And you do the same."

I went out of our room and went to the kids' playroom and I sat down on the mat where the kids and Elena are currently at, playing with blocks. "Thank you so much Elena for staying with us for the past months. I know I've been thanking you nonstop but I just can't seem to thank you enough for it. I really appreciate all the help you've extended for us. Especially with watching the kids."

"Are you kidding me? I would love any reason to spend as much time with my niece and nephew, and soon to be nephews. You don't have to thank me, you know. This is what family do for each other. We're sisters. We have to watch each other's' backs and be there whenever we need to be. I love you, you know that."

"I know and I love you too, Elena. I do. But still, thank you. Anyway, I have to leave now or I'll be late. I don't think I'll make it in time for dinner. Don't leave anything for me. I can just buy take out or whatever." I looked at my children and said, "Hey my babies, Mommy has to go to work, okay? Mama will be staying home though but please be careful around her okay?"

"Okay Mommy. I love you." Luke hugged me and gave me as kiss, Sofia saw what her big brother did and followed.

"'I love you too Luke." I kissed and hugged him back, then I opened my other arm for Sofia.

"Wab you Mommy." She touched my face with her tiny hand.

"Oh, I love you too Sofia." I kissed her and hugged my children tighter.

I stood up and left before I could find a reason not to.

Sara

How I wished Jessica did not have to leave and just stayed here at home with me and the kids. The last time we were apart, something happened. Since that incident, I've always had this nagging feeling that something would happen to either one of us if we were not together. I know it's crazy but it's my reality now. I have not talked to Jessica about this feeling. I don't want her to keep worrying about me.

I looked at the time and it's only been 10 minutes since I heard her car drive off our driveway. 20 more minutes she should be on set. It's 8:00 now and I stood up and went to the playroom to call my sister and children to have breakfast.