His One-Sided Love (COMPLETED)

19. "Live With Me"

GUYS, FOR THE YOUNG READERS, THIS SET UP IS FOR ADULTS. BE OPEN MINDED NA LANG. OF COURSE, WE ALWAYS PREFER A RELATIONSHIP BEING SEALED WITH  MARRIAGE. HAYAAN NA LANG NATIN SILA. HAHA!

"Hon, if you're not yet ready to marry me...Then live with me.. Live here"

"Hon, if you're not yet ready to marry me...Then live with me.. Live here"

"Hon, if you're not yet ready to marry me...Then live with me.. Live here"

Paulit ulit na umeecho to sa tenga ko mula matapos akong magluto hanggang sa pagsaluhan namin ni Jiro ang inihanda kong chicken pastel.

I don't know what's with him at bigla niyang naisip yun. Are we too carried away dahil sa mga magagandang nangyayari sa paligid namin?

But I think I want this too. I'm not yet ready to get married to him this early dahil ilang buwan pa lang naman kami..

But there's this weird thought of mine na gusto kong subukan how it feels like living with Jiro, yung parang ganito. Yung parang ngayon na para kaming mag-asawa.

"It's okay kung ayaw mo. Sorry hon for the pressure. I just bragged the idea thinking you might agree----"

"Yes. I'll live with you."

"Hon? are you sure?"

"Ayaw mo ba? Babawiin ko na lang?"

"Sobrang gusto ko!" 

Tumayo si Jiro sa upuan niya at niyakap ako. I hugged him back too.

"Let's try. Gusto kong maranasan yung ganito tayo in a daily set up. I think it's too early to get married and madami pang dapat ayusin so I guess living with you is our next best option."

"Alright hon. But when the time comes and you feel like you're ready, pls let's get married." 

I can sense how happy he is tonight. And whenever he's like that, masaya rin ako. He's a good man, mahal niya ko, mahal ko rin naman sya. He's the best man I had next to Art.. 

I hope with this set up, mas maging maayos ang lahat. Marriage is just around the corner. I'm sure mararamdaman ko yun kung ready na ako. I just have to prepare myself emotionally. Heto na lang muna siguro ang best step namin.

Gusto kong makita ang compatibilities namin so we can work it out kung may conflict man. And with this, alam kong magiging handa rin akong pakasalan sya in  the right time.