His One-Sided Love (COMPLETED)

23. All My Love Is For You

Jiro and I are having a dinner. Parang sine-celebrate lang namin ang monthsarry namin ngayon. We always do this and every time we get to hit another month, nagta-try akong mag-effort para sa kanya, Likewise.

"Hon, thank you. I love this watch."

"Wear it all the time, okay? Because you'll spend your lifetime with me.."

"With or without this, I'll spend my lifetime with you."

"Alam ko, oh say ah? Dapat mabusog ka. Uminom ka kasi tapos hindi ka naman ata nag-dinner."

Ewan ko ba, ano kayang nangyari and he had to drink with Jude. I texted Katy pero kahit sya ay walang idea. I know Jiro, for the past months na magkasama kami, hindi iinom yan kung walang gathering or kung depressed lang sya.

So which is which? Ah ewan. I'm just trying to divert my attention with this lovely dinner. Mukhang okay naman sya eh, he's not sick. Mukha namang lively sya ngayon and outspoken ulit. Simula kasi ng umuwi kami nung party ni Lira, naging tahimik sya. But he remains sweet. Mas naging vocal pa sya sa feelings niya para sakin.

Ganoon ba talaga ang mga lalaki? Minsan weird at mahirap din basahin ang utak gaya ng mga babae?

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Masaya ko sa dinner date namin ni Sasa kagabi. She handed me a watch that I really love. Siguro dahil na rin sa maganda ang nangyari ng gbing yun, nakatulog ako ng maayos na hindi muna iniisip yung araw na nakakita ako ng isang lalaking kamukang-kamuka ni Art. 

Ngayon ang plano kong mag-propose kay Atasha. My mom and my sisters were big helps para maisakatuparan to.

They hired and organizer to set up a nice theme in my parent's home. Yung bahay na regalo ko sa kanya is after the wedding pa. 

Tuwang-tuwa si mommy when I told her about the wedding proposal kaya nag-volunteer sya para doon na ihanda ang engagement party.

Napadala ko na rin ang invitation sa mga kaibigan namin who also promised to keep their silence until tonight. Si Sasa na lang ang walang idea kung ano ang mangyayari mamaya.

I hope everything goes well tonight. I wanna hear nothing but her Yes. Magiging panatag lang talaga ako pag nakasal na kami. Until now wala pang balita sa agent ko about seeing Art. Wala pa silang makitang record na magpapatunay na buhay nga ito.

I really wish it was just a mistake. Sana nga mali na lang ako para matahimik na ako.

But don't get me wrong pls. Mahal ko si Atasha that's why I wanna propose to her. Makita man si Art o hindi, handa pa rin akong mag-propose sa kanya. I love her with all my heart, hindi ako makasarili. Hindi ko lang kayang makitang mamili si Atasha between me and her lost love.