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Sanji x Suicidal! Reader

No one can make you happy besides yourself, it's sad to think that you shouldn't live for others, but it's better to live for yourself and be happy with yourself than to live got others and always hate yourself. The future is unpredictable, but with self-love and care, anything is possible. This doesn't mean you shouldn't have friends who make you happy, make as many friends as you want and cherish them as much as they cherish you.

Warnings: self-harm and suicide
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I hummed and brushed my hair, I was in a good mood. I stared glanced at my bare arms. I was 2 months free and could finally wear short sleeves.

I stood up and walked to the kitchen, Sanji was cooking since it was almost supper.

I smiled and hugged him from behind. His body stiffened and his face turned red from blushing. It was adorable.

He turned around and cups my face, smothering me with kisses. I giggled.

Sanji smiled and quickly turned around and gave me (favorite flavor) a milkshake. "For you, Darling. I'm so proud of you for being 2 months free." He said, kissing my cheek for the final time.

I smiled and drank the milkshake. "It feels good to be free," I said and smiled.

I sat down at the table and savored the milkshake.

Luffy had run to me and tried to steal my milkshake, but Sanji kicked him and scolded at him. I was happy to see my boyfriend and my captain interact. It was motivating so I gave some of my milkshake to Luffy.

He grinned at me and left after drinking the milkshake like he was in the desert.

I felt guilty at the fact I hadn't told my crew that I was once suicidal. I wanted to keep it between Sanji and I since I trusted him.

"Nami-san said that we're close to an island, let's walk around." Sanji said and smiled. I nodded.

Once we settled at the dock of a boat, I held Sanji's hand and we walked to the town. Luckily it wasn't full since everything looked gorgeous.

The fabulous dresses in the window and the delicious food the customers were eating.

Sanji could only fawn over how adorable I was. We ate at a restaurant before remembering to buy groceries for the ship.

We picked out everything and walked to the boat, however, there was a thick fog in front of it. Sanji held me close to him.

"Do you think the others got back?" I asked.

"I'm positive." He said though it was clear he was annoyed at the sudden appearance of the fog.

"(Y/N)!" A familiar voice rang in my ears. I turned to look at it.

A hand waved to me in the fog. Tears rolled down my eyes, it was my younger brother. I pulled away from Sanji.

"wait -!" Sanji cried in shock.

I ran to my brother, I bent down to him and hugged him tightly.

"Why'd you kill us?" He asked, crying with me.

My family surrounded me, their eyes sunken in and their mouths were in a deep frown.

"I didn't -" I stuttered, but they kicked at me.

"LIAR!" Their voices screeched. They grabbed my arms and dug their nails into my skin, they tore it open.

I slumped forward, crying and screaming.