X suicidal reader (One shots) (Requests Closed) (On Hold)

Shisui Uchiha x suicidal! reader

Hey, I just thought I'd make a story since I'm bored with editing. There's an A/N at the end of this story.

IT'S BEEN A WHILE, BUT I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE NOT ALONE AND THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO HARM OR BLAME YOURSELF. I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL, BUT IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. IT MIGHT SEEM LIKE IT, BUT IT'S NOT. LOVE YOURSELF EVEN IF YOU BELIEVE NO ONE LOVES YOU.

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I hugged my legs as tears dripped down my cheeks. My chest was tight. Arms wrapped around me. I looked up to see my famous boyfriend.

“Hey, Shisui.” I greeted. The man in front of me furrowed his brow.

“What’s wrong, sweetheart?” He asked. He moved in front of me. He forced me to look up and kisses my forehead. I wrapped my arms around him.

“It’s nothing,” I mumbled into his chest. Shisui frowned. He picked me up. I gripped onto his shirt so I wouldn’t fall.

We walked to a shop and he set me down on the bench outside. He entered the shop.

I twirled a lock of my hair as I waited for Shisui to return. I looked down my long-sleeved top. There were multiple cuts on my wrist. I sighed and bit my lip. I wanted to cover more of my skin with those cuts, but with Shisui around I couldn’t.

Shisui sat next to me and placed a plate between us. It had dango on. He held up a stick and offered it to me. I smiled.

“Thank you,” I said and took it from him. Shisui took a stick himself.

“Who made you cry?” He asked. I sighed and shook my head.

“It’s nothing, babe,” I said.

“You were crying. It’s not nothing.” Shisui said and moved the plate to the other side of him and sat closer to me. He took my hand in his and kissed my temple as I bit off a Dango ball.

“I’ll cheer you up, I promise,” Shisui said and smiled. My heart played bass on my rib cage.

“Thank you,” I said and gave him a smile as well. His beautiful smile was always contagious.

Shisui and I finished the sweets and he laced his fingers with mine.

“Let’s take a walk around the village. There is a river close by and we can swim there if you want.” He suggested. His smile still graced his lips.

My eyes widened and I shook my head. “I don’t feel like swimming.” I lied. Shisui nodded and thought of other places for us to go. I frowned. I never told Shisui that I cut, but I don’t plan to. I’m not going to stick around for much longer after all.

Shisui and I walked into a beautiful garden. I smiled at the beautiful colors of the flowers. Shisui cut a flower from a bush and placed it in my hair.

“A flower for my beautiful girlfriend.” He said. I smiled and shook my head.

“I should put a flower in your hair.” I teased him. Shisui laughed. It warmed my heart.

“Would it make you happy?” He asked. I nodded and I walked to the same bush and took a flower and placed it in his curly hair.

“A flower for the best boyfriend ever,” I said and smiled.

“I love you, (Y/N).” He said.

“I love you too, Shisui,” I said. I cupped his cheek and kissed his other cheek. “Let’s go to my house rather than walking around aimlessly.” I pulled him in the direction of my house.