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Chara x suicidal! Reader

I chose to not give Chara a gender.

I dunno, this didn't have a big impact again, but you need people to help you. I know it's like, No. I don't need anyone's help, but honestly you do.

You think you don't, but you do. Sure people make you miserable, but they can also make you the happiest person in the world. Then again, animals can also make you feel happy, but unfortunately they don't talk. Which sucks.

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Chara stared at me. A wide smile on their face. I turned my head away from them.

They walked to me. I knew what they was going to do, I knew what they was going to say.

Chara grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer to them. "Who hurt you?" They asked. Their voice distorted.

I winced in pain at their grip and tried to pull away from them. "No one." I said. Chara's face didn't change.

"Don't go back. Stay here with me. I don't want you to get hurt again." They said.

"You know I can't. My parents will worry." I said. I stepped away from Chara.

They chose to stay underground where the monsters were once. The barrier is broken and all the monsters are on the surface, but Chara refused to go up for some reason.

Chara's smile disappeared and they floated off the floor. They grabbed my hands and kissed my knuckles.

"If you come here again and you're hurt, I'll kill whoever hurt you." they said.

I nodded, blushing at their intimate touches. Chara and I were friends, but they always kissed me.

It was painfully obvious that Chara didn't do it out of love. They couldn't feel love. They probably didn't know what love was, only
L. O. V. E.

Even if they did love me, I'm useless. I'd just get in their way.

Chara frowned. They gripped my chin and forced me to look up at them. "Are you thinking bad about yourself again?" They asked.

I turned away from them. "No." I lied.

"Don't lie." Chara hissed.

I turned my back to them, "You wouldn't understand. You're just a ghost! You don't have emotions like I do!" I yelled at them.

I ran away from Chara as fast as I could. My chest ached, I hurt my only friend. Tears ran down my cheeks as I ran back to the surface.

I bolted to my house. I looked down so that no one knew I was crying.

I reached my door and opened it. "kid!" Sans called to me, but I ignored him. I slammed the door shut before he saw my tear stained face.

He wouldn't understand anyway. No one ever does.

I ran to my room and threw myself onto my bed. I cried into my pillow, it was the only comfort I had.

"kid." Sans called again, this time he knocked on my bedroom door to let me know that he could see me. I sat up and looked at him.

Sans frown and walked to me. "Are you okay?" He asked.

I forced a big smile and closed my eyes. "Of course." I said. Sans was about to say something, but I spoke before he could. "How did you get in here?"

Sans sat next to me on my bed. He looked worried, but he masked it with a smile. "The door." He said.

I rolled my eyes. I enjoyed Sans' company, but Chara hated him.