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Tobio Kageyama x Male! suicidal reader!

Sorry this took so long

Requested by: NoodleForest

I fidgeted with my fingers. Nervousness consuming my body. I hit the ball over the line and the opponents hit it back and Kageyama hits it back this time landing on the floor and we win the match. Our whole team cheers and Kageyama says. "G-Good Job." To me. I felt my cheeks heat up, but I smile at him. "Thanks you too, Kageyama," I say. He nods.

I smile as most of the team danced and I felt my heartbeat fast. I'm gonna do it. I'm going to confess to Kageyama. I've liked him for a while and I don't care that I'm a guy! I inhaled, gathering all of my confidence. "Kageyama..." I call to the blueberry. He looks at me and I feel myself blush. "I... I like you Kageyama. Please tell me you like me too." I say, feeling nervous. His face turns red, is he embarrassed? He's probably angry at me. Tobio says. "I don't like you." He looks so angry. I wanted to cry, I run out of the court and I felt everyone's eyes on my back.

From then on everyday at practice , Kageyama would bully me. He'd either not pass the ball to me or throw it so fast I couldn't see it and I'd get hit in the face. I hated this. No , I hate myself. This is all my fault.

Kageyama calls to me. I don't look at him , I know what's coming. A ball hits the back of my head and I fall face first into the floor. I sit up and my head was throbbing with pain. I turn to face Kageyama who was smiling evilly. I stand up , grab my bag and I run home , tears streaming down my face.

I've had enough of this. I sit at my desk in my room and I write my suicide note.

To : whoever reads this

I can't handle life anymore. I confessed to Kageyama only to have him bully me. He's proven to me that I'm useless and I can never amount to anything. I'm sorry for everything ,but I know that no one will miss me.

I sighed and walked to the kitchen. I took a large knife and went back to my room. I closed the door and breathed in slowly. I closed my eyes and exhales. I took in a deep breath and held the tip of the knife to my throat.

Beep I heard my phone beep. I contemplated whether or not to answer ,but then I heard my phone ring. My eyes widen as I recognized that the ringtone was Kageyama's. Why was he calling me. I tried to ignore it and end my life ,but the beeping continued. He sent message after message. I put the knife down and went to my phone which was on my bed. I picked up my (F/C) phone and saw 4 messages from Kageyama

Kageyama : Hey , we need to talk

Kageyama : I'm gonna call you and you better answer

Kageyama : This is important (L/N)

Kageyama : I'm coming over.

I panicked and went to my bedroom door and I locked it. I threw my phone back on my bed and held the knife to my throat again. I closed my eyes again and moved the knife away from me before slamming it into my throat. I felt pure agony and the warmth leave my body. Tears streamed down my cheeks and I collapsed to the floor.

Kageyama's POV

I entered (L/N)'s drive way. I went to the front door and jiggled the handle. The door opened , it wasn't even locked. What is he doing leaving it unlocked?! Or maybe something bad happened to him... I ran to (L/N)'s room and tried opening the door. Oh wow! This one was locked! I yelled. "(L/N) open the door!" He didn't reply. I began slamming my shoulder into the door ,trying to break it down. After what felt like the 100th slam , I got the door open and (L/N) was laying on the floor. Blood was everywhere. My vision blurred and my heart hurt ,but I sucked it up and ran to his body. I felt his body , it is still warm. He might still survive! I dialed the ambulance and waited near (L/N) until they arrived.

At the hospital

I waited in the waiting room. This is my fault , of I wasn't such a Tsundere this wouldn't have happened! But why is (L/N) so sensitive? I should have just told him I liked him from the get go!

The doctor walked to me , I stood up and walked to her. "He's okay , right?" I asked. She shook her head sadly. "I'm sorry , Kageyama. (M/N) (L/N) passed away." She says. I felt angry and clenched my fist ,but I can't blame the doctor. She patted my shoulder and walked away.

At (L/N)'s funeral , many people showed up. I felt numb.  Everyone was whispering about the suicide note. Blaming me for everything. I stated at his grave stone. Everyone stood a distant away from me. Many were crying for (L/N) and I ended up crying too. Damn it (L/N) , I miss you...

I'm sorry this took forever. I'm sorry if Kageyama is OOC or this just completely sucked...