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Slenderman x Suicidal! Reader

AYO! AS YOU KNOW BY NOW IF YOU HAVE SUICIDAL PROBLEM GET HELP. WHY? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW YOU I CARE ABOUT EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE HURT.

This was requested by  caitlinnGunderson

I wandered in the forest. I smiled and took a deep breath. I loved the smell of the cones, the flowers. I loved the sound of the girls and the leaves crunching beneath my feet. This forest was my perfect get away.

Hours passed before I approached the tree that had a blanket. I used this tree to sleep in sometimes. I climbed up the tree. I got comfortable and pushed my back against the main tree. I let out a breath as I covered myself wihh the blanket.

The moon shone brightly. I stared at the moon and stars before slowly drifting to sleep.

Soon the sun rose and I climbed down from the tree. However, on the tree was something I hadn't seen before.

It was a note. It read:

Always watching.
No Eyes.

It had a circle that had a large 'X' over it.

I froze, whoever put this note here knows I slept in the tree.

I take a small step back. My back hits something. I jump forward, turn around. A man, a very tall man - stared at me. He had no face. I screamed. That's what no eyes meant!

The man had tendrils behind his back. He picked me up. I was afraid. I couldn't control the tears running down my cheeks.

My heart raced in fear and I repeatedly said in my mind. 'I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die.' The voice speaks up. "Child , Why do you harm yourself?" The strange male asks. I looked at him confused to see that my cuts on my arm showed. The arm he held. "I-I..." I began before tears spilled from my eyes. I wasn't thinking and I ran. As fast as I could towards the setting sun.

I eventually stumbled across my house ,I can in and locked the door. I locked myself in my room. My parents would complain , I ignored them. It's not like they cared.

One day I finally decided to come out. I walked to the bathroom and did a needed morning routine. I decided to go into the forest again ,but obviously not that far again. I walked out of my house and sat under a tree close to my house yet in the forest. I looked up at the sky. "Hello , child." A voice rings in my head. I look to my left to see the faceless man again. I felt terrified again. "Do not be afraid. I do not plan on hurting you." The man says. I nod. "I'm sorry for running away the other day." I say. The man doesn't answer and I look up at him again. "My name is Slenderman. What is your name , child?" He asks , kindly. "I'm (Y/N)." I say , smiling. Slenderman goes quiet again and asks. "Does your head hurt?" I shake my head and ask. "No, Why do you ask?" The tall male says. "Everyone I come close to gets Slender Sickness." I look down at the ground and say. "Maybe it doesn't effect the people who are dead on the inside." There was a silence between us. "You shouldn't harm yourself. It doesn't benefit you." He finally speaks. "It takes the pain away." I say. "Not completely. Child , Child I can help you." He says. I sigh. My parents told me to get help over these past few days I've been in my room. "I just met you. How do I know that I can trust you?" I ask Slenderman. "That's for you to decide." He says. I think over it. "Okay... Help me please , Slenderman. I want to stop cutting." I say, hold up my bloody , scared wrists and look up at Slenderman. My vision was blurry due to the tears in my eyes. Slenderman helps me stand and we walk deeper into the forest.

Timeskip to 6 months later

I look up at Slenderman. I stood in his office. "You killed my parents." I said , upset. "It was for the best." He speaks. It hurts even more because I can't read his emotions. "How was it for the best? Did you think about how I would feel?" I ask him. Slenderman says."(Y/N) , I know it will hurt ,but you will learn to forget about them." I say. "How?" I ask and I couldn't stop the tears from flowing. Slenderman says. "This will help you to recover better." I run out of the mansion. The mansion I've come to love and partly live in.

I sat down under a tree and sobbed. After a while Slenderman teleported next to me. "(Y/N)..." He says gently. "I apologize for not considering your feelings. I would like to ask you to live with us in the mansion." I look up at the faceless man. "I mean , It's not like I have anywhere else to go... Why did you kill them anyway?" I ask and Slenderman says. "Because I have come to... Love you. I wanted you to be closer to me." I looked down unsure of how to feel. I returned the feeling ,but he killed my parents... I say. "I won't cut over this... You'll have to be a good boyfriend to make up for killing my parents." I smile towards Slenderman and he says. "Of course." Slenderman picks me up and teleports with me back to the mansion.

I sat on Slender's lap as he examined my wrists. "Good job." He says , noticing the scars were faded. He kisses my forehead and I found myself blushing. I wrap my arms around him in a hug. "Thank you." I say softly. He says. "I love you ,(Y/N)." I looked up at him. "Even if you self harm because I know there is more to you than the scars on your wrists. I want everyone to see the beauty I see in you." He says. I smile and say. "I love you too , Slenderman... with all my heart. Thank you for helping me." A knock is heard at the door. "Come in." Slenderman says and his three proxies entered. Masky says. "We completed the mission." Hoodie nods. "Good job. You may go rest." Slenderman says. The two leave and Ticci Toby asks. "Did you finally ask her out , Slendy?" Slenderman says. "That is none of your concern , Toby." A sly look appears on his face and Toby runs outside of the office and yells. "Slender asked (Y/N) out." Slenderman sighs and I smile. I kiss his cheek ,trying to comfort him.

I'm sorry it took so long and if it was sucky T^T