X suicidal reader (One shots) (Requests Closed) (On Hold)

Bill Cipher x Suicidal! Reader

Warning, This might be triggering, so don't take anything to heart.

Warning: Suicidal, Cutting.

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**Edited**

"(Y/N)!" Dipper and Mabel yelled my name. They tackle me to the floor of the Mystery (S)hack. Their smaller bodies covered mine. Being a teenager made me taller than them.

I burst out laughing and the twins followed in laughter. "Hey, guys." I greeted and they got off me. I stood and dusted my clothing off.

"Wanna go kick some gnome butt?" Mabel asked and fought the air.

Dipper smiled. "Yeah, it'll be fun!" He said. His eyes shone with that I would join in one of their adventures.

I nodded. "Sure," I said and gave the twins a huge fake smile.

"Yay!" Mabel cheered.

My chest ached. I didn't want to fake my happiness around my favorite people in the whole of Gravity Falls, but I loved them. I only wanted to make them happy even though my happiness was gone.

I pulled my sleeve down to make sure that Dipper and Mabel didn't see the ugly scars that I had given myself. "The last one to the forest was a Zombie!" I yelled to kick start the adventure. We raced towards the forest, laughing and shouting.

The forest had an eerie atmosphere as if someone was watching us, but Dipper and Mabel were unfazed by it. "Come on guys, Let's find those gnomes," Mabel said with a big grin.

I scan the area to see if anything was out of place.

Green

Green

Green

Green

Everything was to be normal. Yellow flashed amongst the green trees. My eyes widened and I rubbed my eyes.

The yellow was gone with no trace from where it came from. A shiver traveled up my spine and I rushed to catch up with the twins.

The forest was quiet besides the crunching of the leaves under my feet. "Dipper!! (Y/N)!!" Mabel screamed. My heart raced. She could be in trouble.

"Mabel!!" Dipper yelled. He wasn't too far in front of me and he quickly disappeared amongst the greenery. I ran, trying to catch up.

My foot slipped and my body collided with the floor. My knee throbbed in agony. I sat up and held my knee close to my chest.

"Well, well..." A voice echoes in the forest. I looked around; all the green had melted into grey.

"Seems you're quite clumsy, (Y/N)." A shiny, floating yellow triangle said. It was above me. Its only eye stared into my soul.

"Who are you? How do you know my name?" I asked, worried more about my knee that a floating Dorito. I stared at him before it clicked that he must have been the yellow I saw earlier. "Have you been watching me?"

"You bet. I've had my eye on you for a while. I want to make a deal with you." He said. When he talked his body flashed. His bottom eyelid curved up to show that he was smiling.

"What kind of deal?" I ask and sit up. I ignored the throbbing pain in my knee and stood up. The triangle flies closer to me.

"I could take away your pain in return for you doing something small for me." He said.

I avoided eye contact with him. "How did you-" I ask, but he interrupted me.

"I know lots of things." He said and his body flashed to different images of my life. He continued talking. " I know that you're not good at anything. You're a mess." Tears welled up in the corner of my eyes.