X suicidal reader (One shots) (Requests Closed) (On Hold)

Bakugou Katsuki x Fem!Suicidal Reader

HEY JUST HERE TO SAY EVERYONE INCLUDING THE SUICIDAL PEOPLE WHO READ THIS , YOU NEED TO FIND PEACE. ACCEPT WHO YOU ARE AND BE THE BEST YOU CAN.

THIS WAS REQUESTED BY -The_Anime_Lover-

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I looked up and down the hallway, when I didn't see anyone I smiled and ran. A hand grabbed my collar and pulled me back.

"Oi, Where do you think you're going? The Cafeteria is this way. " Bakugou asked, his voice rough and his eyebrows furrowed.

I pushed my index fingers together. "I wanted a new place to eat. I thought the roof was a good idea." I said, my voice barely above a whisper, but my voice reached his ears.

Bakugou didn't look like he believed me. He picked me up and put me on his shoulder.

"Let go!" I said, hitting his back.

"Shut up!" He yelled as he carried me to the cafeteria.

I continued hitting his back, but he was unphased. Everyone stared at us as Bakugou put me in the seat next to him.

I pouted, crossed my arms and leaned back my seat.

Kirishima asks me with worry in his tone... I know it's fake. "Are you okay there ,(L/N)? You're so quiet." I nod and clench my dress slightly in my hands.

"Bakugou just forced me to be here." I say and Kirishima shakes his head.

"That's so unmanly , Bakugou." Kirishima says. Bakugou says in an almost monotone voice.

"Shut up." I don't look at any of the students around me. I was consumed by thoughts and before I knew it voices appeared in my head.

Kill yourself

Useless

You couldn't save your brother

You deserve to die

If only your brother lived and you died

Fat

Ugly

Bitch

I felt tears pool in the corners of my eyes. "(L/N)?" Bakugou says my name and I look up at him. His angry face melted and he looked shocked. I stood up quickly and ran to the bathroom. My heart pounded in my chest and I entered the girl's bathroom. I went into a stall and cried. I then got an idea and took the scissors out of my bag. I cut myself with my scissors until my whole arm was covered in red lines. The bell for class then rings ,but I don't feel like going to class so I stay in the bathroom for a while just crying. I eventually had to go to class though since I'm here to be a hero. I sneak into class and no one looks at me. My chest hurts and the voice says.

See? You can kill yourself and no one will notice.

I sigh and just ghost around the class.

The day was over and I walked home alone. I made sure to avoid Bakugou and Kirishima and my days continued like that until the voices took over my mind.

Bitch

No one likes you

You're worthless

No one will ever love a whore like you

The voices got louder and louder. Tears streamed down my face as I tied the noose around my neck. I was in my room ready to end my life. I stood on a chair and had a camera pointing towards me. I spoke , looking at the camera. "I can't like anymore. The guilt is consuming me. I could have saved my brother ,but I was too weak. It's not like anyone will notice if I kill myself anyway. Good bye everyone."

Die already

I kicked the chair back and felt the noose tighten around my neck. The oxygen instantly knocked out of my lungs and I was struggling to breath. I closed my eyes tight and I hear a voice yell my name. I was going in and out of reality, but I felt the noose break and I fell into strong arms. I was too weak to look up and the noose was taken off my neck. "You idiot!" The person yells. I frown as I felt oxygen return to my lungs. I looked up slightly and saw a pissed Bakugou. My vision blurred and I passed out.

I woke up in the hospital with Bakugou sitting in the chair , just looking down. "Bakugou." I call to him and he looks at me. He stands up quickly and rushes to my side. "Are you okay?" He asks. His concerned expression instantly turns angry. He hits the side of my head. My head moves down in pain and I look at Bakugou tears in my eyes. I'm surprised to see tears in his eyes as well. "You idiot! Why didn't you tell me? Kirishima and I should have helped you." He yells. "You couldn't save your brother ,but you could have saved other lives! Why did you only think of yourself?!" I cried. "I'm sorry. I wanted the pain to end." I say and Bakugou yells. "How do you think I'd feel? I'm in love with you , Dammit!" My eyes widen in shock and Bakugou looks down and clenches his fist. Small explosions exploding from his hands due to his frustration. I sit up and grab Bakugou. I press my lips to his and Bakugou is surprised. I pull away from the kiss. "I like you too , Bakugou." I say and he kisses me. We share a short , sweet yet rough kiss. He pulls away from the kiss and says. "I swear (L/N) , If you never try to kill yourself again I will fetch you from hell and kill you myself." I laugh and say. "That isn't very hero like." Bakugou rolls his eyes and I smile at him. "Now move up I wanna lay next to you." He says and I do as I'm told.

Sorry this took so long and Exams are over so I'll finally be posting more ^-^ I'm also sorry if this is complete crap and someone is oc. I hate Myself so much XD