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Oikawa Tooru x Suicidal! Reader

This was requested by Brooke877162

Sorry that it took so long and that Oikawa is OOC.

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Oikawa Tooru, the Grand King. Some people really hated him, and some people really loved him. I was one of the people who loved him.

I was nothing special. I didn't do sport so Oikawa would have no interest in me at all. I wasn't pretty either; a handsome guy needs a good-looking girl.

I pulled down my sleeves as I walked through the hallway of my school. I was on my way to avoid PT at all costs. I ran to the bathroom.

I held my breath, trying not to cry. My phone buzzed. I took it out as I locked myself in a stall, not wanting to come out.

I had a message from my friend, Iwaizumi.

Iwa-chan: Hey, why did you leave?

I let out a sigh as I thought of all the excuses, I could give him. I didn't like lying to him, but I needed to. I didn't want him to worry about me.

Me: Hey, sorry. I'm feeling sick. I'll be there in a few minutes.

I wasn't planning on showing up at all. I put my phone away and hugged my legs. It was unfair. Whenever I was happy, something would go wrong. My life was always a roller-coaster, Iwaizumi was the only friend I had that would comfort me. Everyone else was an acquaintance.

I stayed in the bathroom until the bell rang. I quickly left and ran outside to eat. I bumped into Iwaizumi. He looked down at me. Oikawa was next to him. He smiled and looked at me.

"Hey, we've been looking for you." He said.

I looked at Iwaizumi, eyes wide in shock. He nodded and I forced a smile. "I wasn't feeling good, but I'm feeling better now." I said and held tightly onto my bag strap.

"Do you want to eat with us?" Oikawa asked. His hand was on his hip and I was almost intimidated by him. He held out his hand for me to take.

I looked at his hand, wanting to feel loved and accepted, but I didn't deserve it. Not at all.

Iwaizumi hit him at the back of his head. "Don't make (Y/N) uncomfortable." He said. Oikawa pouted and I smiled. He looked adorable.

I waved my hand to tell Iwaizumi that it was okay. "I can sit with you if you want." I offered and Oikawa nodded and smiled.

"Maybe you can come watch me play volleyball again? I really like it when my fans are there for me." He said.

I raised an eyebrow. "You saw me?" I asked. He smiled and nodded.

I wasn't cheering for him like his other girls. He probably wanted to know why. I panicked and I was about to excuse myself, but Iwaizumi spoke again.

"She wasn't there for you, Bakawa." He turned to face me. "Let's go." He said. I nodded and followed him.

We ate and for once, I enjoyed my lunch break. Though I knew that later on, my happiness would have a consequence. It always does.

After school, I sat on the bleaches and watched Oikawa and Iwaizumi play volleyball. They were so skilled, especially Oikawa. I found myself smiling as I watched him play. He turned to me and smiled. My cheeks heated up and I looked away from him. It's not like he'll like me or anything. He has fangirls who are so much better than me.

The ball hit against the bleaches and I jumped in fright. The ball rolled to the bottom, by my feet.

"Throw the ball, (L/N)." Oikawa called and walked closer to me.