If Only I Hadn't *ON GOING* (formerly I'm in love with a stripper)

Strip 26.1

Chapter 26.1

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Kendra’s POV

“F*ck you, slut.”

“E-Ethan. Bakit?” Sinubukan ko siyang pigilan sa paghila ng dulo ng sleeves niya. Huminto siya pero hindi niya ako nilingon. “Bakit? Bakit mo ako ginaganito?”

“Just because I showed you a little kindness doesn’t mean I am kind. I’m a monster. A beast. I can and will hurt you in every way I know. ”

 

“P-Pero, akala ko-” nakayuko kong sabi.

“Lesson learned. Never assume, Kendra.”

I stared at the closed door between us. There goes my everything. There goes the guy whom I thought I can entrust my life with. And there goes my wasted heart.

“Hey, Kendra. Ang sarap ng tulog natin ha.” Binati ako ng nakakasilaw na liwanag mula sa labas. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang simoy ng hangin mula sa nakababang bintana ng kotse. Ghad, I can stay here forever. “I hate to wake you up but I thought it’ll be better for you to see this magnigficent view.”

Mabilis kong tinanggal ang seatbelt ko. “Kanina pa ba tayo dito?”

“Kadarating lang.”

I’m smiling from ear to ear and getting giddy. I wanted to step out of this car and just walk outside. This is where I want to be. This is where I need to be. A place far from all my worries and fears. And I got Matthew to thank for that.

“Come on. I know you’re dying to jump out of this car.” I faced him and saw his dimples. And though his wearing a dark rayban, I can still see him smiling at me. “Don’t worry about our bags. Kaya mo nga ako sinama dito diba? Para may muchacho ka! Muchachong macho.” Itinaas pa niya ang sleeves ng polo niya at saka nagflex ng muscles.

That made me giggle. “Correction Mr. Ikaw ang nagprisintang sumama dito. Kaya ‘wag mo kong masisisisi d’yan.”

“Really now?” We both laugh in unison. He stared back at me and placed my hat on my head. “Go!” Mabilis pa sa alas-kwarto ang naging pagbaba ko ng sasakyan. Narinig ko pa si Matthew na sumigaw na sa villa na lang daw siya maghihintay. I didn’t bothered looking back. I’m just mesmerized by the view. There’s this fascination in me everytime I get this close to the sea. Yes. Sea. Ang original plan na pag-aala probinsiyana ko ay naudlot dahil lumawas daw ng Maynila sila Lola Yolly para dalawin ‘yung apo niyang nag-aaral doon. Tumira ako sa kanila ng ilang buwan pero ni minsan, hindi ko nakita o nakilala ang apo niyang iyon. Madalang daw kasing umuwi dahil sa pag-aaral at trabaho. Ang alam ko lang tungkol sa kaniya ay ang pangalan niya. Jenalyn, kung tama ang pagkakatanda ko.