Songs I Wrote

On Without Me

My life has been put on hiatus

For about eight months or so

I've been put on a time out

And it all made me find out

Being bored like this should be a crime

I just wanna be shown a good time

Sitting in place, unable to move

Has finally made me lose it

Dangling my feet off the edge, sitting still on sanity's border

I'm stuck on pause and everyone else is on fast fast fast forward

They're busy, out living their lives

I wanna do that too, but who am I?

My only talent seems to be driving off everyone around me,

So cut to the chase and just go go go on without me

There's no point in even opening my eyes

Making it to August would be a surprise

I wake up in the afternoon, sleep at sunrise

Auto-pilot controls make me feel robotic

I'm stuck in the cycle with no way to stop it

I think it's time for me to be honest

Repetition is a hell, but I can't knock it

Dangling my feet off the edge, sitting still on sanity's border

I'm stuck on pause and everyone else is on fast fast fast forward

They're busy, out living their lives

I wanna do that too, but who am I?

My only talent seems to be driving off everyone around me,

So cut to the chase and just go go go on without me

I'm sucking resources from the Earth

Taking more than I'm even worth

And everything somehow gets worse

Envying those backseat in a hearse

When he broke my heart, at my weakest

Just one more kiss, I really need this

I have nothing left, just wasting away

And my mind has become my grave

Dangling my feet off the edge, sitting still on sanity's border

I'm stuck on pause and everyone else is on fast fast fast forward

They're busy, out living their lives

I wanna do that too, but who am I?

My only talent seems to be driving off everyone around me,

So cut to the chase and just go go go on without me