Songs I Wrote

Your Game (Old Song)

Verse 1: Everytime I look at you I'm brought back to the things I can't change. I wish I wasn't so strange. Thought you were cute since the first day, but now the butterflies flew away. About a month ago you wanted me to sit next to you and I felt like I was gonna puke. Now I wanna pull you across the school by your blonde hair. I still remember how I felt sitting there. It took me forever to remember your name, but that was when I thought you were sane. Never thought I could fall out of this crush.

Chorus: When I thought love was real that's when I saw you. One day I felt really special, but now I know I'm just not. You got me sitting next to you. You were on my right and your friend on my left. Whispering in my ear crazy things I hope you didn't hear. She told me to hug you. She told me to hold your hand. She wanted me to kiss you and she kept pretending you'd never leave. Like pain doesn't exist. I thought she would understand I just didn't want to. I was too shy and now I'm gonna cry because I found out your lie. I finally learned your name and then I found out your game, so let's play.

Verse 2: Thinking about it now makes me feel so stupid. I tried to play the game right back, but I couldn't win. I thought if you thought I thought I was still in love with you then I could play you back. Reveal you as the fool who thought he was so cool. He looks at me innocently like he never broke me in the first place. He acted like a normal guy. Sweet, cute, and shy. It made me feel like I was flying on the sky. Now he is startling, crazy, and weird. What happened? Why can't he be the guy I wanted? Why did I fall for this? When I thought forever was forever I should've know we would never be together.

Chorus: When I thought love was real that's when I saw you. One day I felt really special, but now I know I'm just not. You got me sitting next to you. You were on my right and your friend on my left. Whispering in my ear crazy things I hope you didn't hear. She told me to hug you. She told me to hold your hand. She wanted me to kiss you and she kept pretending you'd never leave. Like pain doesn't exist. I thought she would understand I just didn't want to. I was too shy and now I'm gonna cry because I found out your lie. I finally learned your name and then I found out your game, so let's play.

Verse 3: What is love? Love's nothing. I always hear about love that never lasts long enough, but it's hard to feel for them when the loneliness has numbed me. It's been eleven months. I've been counting because I left the guy I loved. Couldn't stand him, but now I'm going crazy without him. I left him to be free, but freedom has a price. He suffered while I flew free. I wish it were me sitting alone with the scar. Why can't just one guy be the one? Why can't the search for love never be done? Why must love always die when it's young? Now all my feeling have been put down. The battle was at it's end, but wait. You have a girlfriend? No. No. No! You wanna play this game? You wanna see me as the monster? I'll rip your heart down and laugh as you bleed. Revenge is the only thing that I need. Get ready to play this game. Baby, I'll fight you all the way. Night and day. You won't hear the end of this soon.

Chorus: When I thought love was real that's when I saw you. One day I felt really special, but now I know I'm just not. You got me sitting next to you. You were on my right and your friend on my left. Whispering in my ear crazy things I hope you didn't hear. She told me to hug you. She told me to hold your hand. She wanted me to kiss you and she kept pretending you'd never leave. Like pain doesn't exist. I thought she would understand I just didn't want to. I was too shy and now I'm gonna cry because I found out your lie. I finally learned your name and then I found out your game, so let's play.