Songs I Wrote

Your Pain (Old Song)

Verse 1: I can't look away from something in so much pain. Something that's been through more hurt than I could handle. I try to save you, but all I get is your arms pushing me away. Hiding from me. I understand. I don't know the whole story. I haven't been along for the ride, but I just wish you could know that I'll be here for you any time. When you want me I'll be here. When you need me I'll be here. If you don't want me around I'll be here. I know you don't know me, but I wish you could explain the cuts I see. You shut me out and I can't find the key. You tell everyone else everything except me. I hope you'll get comfortable around me so I can get the key. I wanna open your wounds so I can heal you, but you cover it up.

Chorus: You go talk to her and I never knew what you talk about. All I can do is sit in pout. I want you to let me in. In the past I had to wait two years to get on top of my old friend group and now I'm on the bottom. I'm trying to crawl back up, but I'm pushed back to the ground. When I scream and try to get out of the cage I'm in you don't hear a sound. I never had a social life so I never knew how to help you, but I hope you know I'm trying. Seeing you in pain makes me feel like I'm dying. I will be the pillow when you're crying. I'll cool you down when you're frying. I'll be your wings when you're flying. I'll see the truth when you're lying. I'll see through you when you're lying. When I see your pain I'll be dying. Your heart, you restrain, but I will find the key to heal your pain.

Verse 2: I remember that couple of weeks you were truly happy, but the love story is sappy. It's really crappy how you lost each other. I never thought the awkward silence would end, but it did. Never thought you'd end it, but you did. You don't know how hard you hit her and now you're gonna miss her. Now she's breaking and holding the breath she should be taking for you. Hoping to pinch herself and wake up in your arms. Now she's moved on and her memory of our group friendship feels long gone. She has him and you have a million people. I'm all alone, but I'll be here for you. If I fell I'd hit the ground without making a sound. If you fell I'd be there to turn your day around.

Chorus: You go talk to her and I never knew what you talk about. All I can do is sit in pout. I want you to let me in. In the past I had to wait two years to get on top of my old friend group and now I'm on the bottom. I'm trying to crawl back up, but I'm pushed back to the ground. When I scream and try to get out of the cage I'm in you don't hear a sound. I never had a social life so I never knew how to help you, but I hope you know I'm trying. Seeing you in pain makes me feel like I'm dying. I will be the pillow when you're crying. I'll cool you down when you're frying. I'll be your wings when you're flying. I'll see the truth when you're lying. I'll see through you when you're lying. When I see your pain I'll be dying. Your heart, you restrain, but I will find the key to heal your pain.

Verse 3: I hear stories about your home. I'm sorry I can't be there, but I might have it worse. Everyone's met your family except me. When will I be on the same level as everyone else? Tired of being the child. The new girl. I wanna come in. Give me the key. I understand the drawing you don't want me to see. It's hard to hide my curiosity.

Chorus: You go talk to her and I never knew what you talk about. All I can do is sit in pout. I want you to let me in. In the past I had to wait two years to get on top of my old friend group and now I'm on the bottom. I'm trying to crawl back up, but I'm pushed back to the ground. When I scream and try to get out of the cage I'm in you don't hear a sound. I never had a social life so I never knew how to help you, but I hope you know I'm trying. Seeing you in pain makes me feel like I'm dying. I will be the pillow when you're crying. I'll cool you down when you're frying. I'll be your wings when you're flying. I'll see the truth when you're lying. I'll see through you when you're lying. When I see your pain I'll be dying. Your heart, you restrain, but I will find the key to heal your pain.