Verse 1: You don't seem to care. Now everyday I might as well be alone. I am isolated from the world. Everyday is on repeat. I can't get out of this cycle. I feel stuck in a single file line through my life. I'm not going anywhere soon. Watching everyone everyday reenacting the day before. It's hard to hold on to my sanity.
Chorus: I've been pushed over the edge. I lock my heart so I don't get hurt, but the silence poisons me. You know the only one that can help me now is you, but you won't come for me. Waking up everyday almost feels like a waste of time. Everyday I'm completing nothing. Everyday we are just waiting to die. I don't know what to say. Only you can help me. My grip on sanity is loosening please do something. I need you when you're not there. When you're here you don't seem to care. I need you're help. I'm weakening. I can't wait for you anymore. I let my sanity go.
Verse 2: Paranoia. Scared to know you. Too scared of myself for you to love me. Every tear that I have wept became secrets that I kept. Even talking to you now. I have a mask to hide myself. They all say I should let go, but no one can know. I put my smile on and face the world. Everyday is worse than the day before. I keep having to take in the stress and I know someday I'm going to blow. I don't want you to sink with me. I can't stop thinking we were meant to be, but if I take off the mask who will I be?
Chorus: I've been pushed over the edge. I lock my heart so I don't get hurt, but the silence poisons me. You know the only one that can help me now is you, but you won't come for me. Waking up everyday almost feels like a waste of time. Everyday I'm completing nothing. Everyday we are just waiting to die. I don't know what to say. Only you can help me. My grip on sanity is loosening please do something. I need you when you're not there. When you're here you don't seem to care. I need you're help. I'm weakening. I can't wait for you anymore. I let my sanity go.
Verse 3: Have you ever had to look at yourself to make sure you are there? Do people push you away or around like they don't care? It's like I'm not even visible. I'm as see through as a ghost. Some days I believe I died a long time ago, but I'm stuck. Why can't you see me? Why do they look the other way? Why must I die inside more and more everyday? Why can't you see my pain? Why must you make me feel this pain? When I look at you I have this gain. I look in your eyes and I know if we were together I'd pay the ultimate price. If I can't afford it what will become of me?
Chorus: I've been pushed over the edge. I lock my heart so I don't get hurt, but the silence poisons me. You know the only one that can help me now is you, but you won't come for me. Waking up everyday almost feels like a waste of time. Everyday I'm completing nothing. Everyday we are just waiting to die. I don't know what to say. Only you can help me. My grip on sanity is loosening please do something. I need you when you're not there. When you're here you don't seem to care. I need you're help. I'm weakening. I can't wait for you anymore. I let my sanity go.
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Songs I Wrote
PoetryHere are some songs I wrote. The ones that end in (Old Song) are ones I wrote when I was 14. They're not all that good, but I thought it'd be cool to have my old songs here alongside my new ones. I think it shows how much I've changed and improved...
