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Songs I Wrote

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Here are some songs I wrote. The ones that end in (Old Song) are ones I wrote when I was 14. They're not all that good, but I thought it'd be cool to have my old songs here alongside my new ones. I think it shows how much I've changed and improved...

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Second Best (Old Song)

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by kenzdeli

by kenzdeli

Verse: Few months ago our story starts. Girls love boy bands. Girls love big stars. I've never know a girl to love Youtube as you do. I wanted to fit in so I pretended to be into him. I fell under the spell and everything was well. I love him and he made us all laugh. I was in love and I wasn't turning back.

Chorus: Things all fell and I was in Hell. I was upset and you could tell. It hurt to tell you I was done hearing about him. I just don't know what to say. Everyday went the same way. I was starting to feel out of place. Should I have kept going? Was I wrong? I feel more dead and weak than strong. I'm trying to write but all I can do is cry. I just can't hear more of that guy. We've been closer and spent more time together. I know you'll love me forever. I was there in your room looking for my phone. You say you love me and I know it's true. No one understands why I feel the way I do. I look around and I finally see. You love him and you love me. When I'm around I can't help feeling like a pest. You love him and I feel second best.

Verse 2: It'll be ok just calm down. This is what I tell myself. There was a time when I loved him too but we all knew no one would love him quite like you. He cheers you up more than I ever could. As long as you're happy that's all that matters. I can't help getting sadder and sadder. Feels like I'm losing you. Tear fall down as I write this. I'm too selfish and only want your happiness. When it's just us it doesn't feel like just you and I. I can feel it's you, me, and Jacksepticeye.

Verse 3: You can do this. Just fake a smile. This is what I try to do. I should stop trying to change you. No one will be able to understand my pain and shame by just hearing any of their names. I'll fake a smile and cry where no one could see. You would fake it for me. I wish he didn't think he was so great. He just is on top. No one will be better than him that just seems selfish. It kills me inside but I'll be fine.