Songs I Wrote

Mr. Internet Friend

You'll have to excuse me,

I'm used to the abuse we,

Haven't known each other for long

But if I grow too comfy letting you amuse me,

It won't be too long 'til you're gone

You know you can string me along

Like your cat's favorite toy

Hello, Mr. Internet friend,

I didn't think we'd be speaking again

Don't you have somewhere else to be?

A group of friends who matter much more than me,

I'm used to the part

Did you really come back to talk?

I know how this ends, so I won't get my hopes up again

You can hold your phone, but I won't hold my breath

You know you don't have to keep trying so hard

You'll trick me into thinking you actually care

I've been down that road and no one's actually there

When I drown, fall apart, everyone is absent again

I've gotten up so many times just to try to forget

Hello, Mr. Internet friend,

I didn't think we'd be speaking again

Don't you have somewhere else to be?

A group of friends who matter much more than me,

I'm used to the part

Did you really come back to talk?

I know how this ends, so I won't get my hopes up again

You can hold your phone, but I won't hold my breath

Mr. Internet friend, today's day fifty

Are you sure you still wanna talk to me?

There are so many more important things

I finally asked what you're still doing here

I'm sorry to even bring this up

You said, "I'm not that easy to get rid of"

And I start to feel myself be able to breathe again

Hello, Mr. Internet friend,

I didn't think we'd be speaking again

Don't you have somewhere else to be?

A group of friends who matter much more than me,

I'm used to the part

Did you really come back to talk?

I know how this ends, so I won't get my hopes up again

You can hold your phone, but I won't hold my breath

Day one hundred and now you're gone