Verse 1: I keep going around and around. I keep making too many mistakes. I just waste my time by never learning from them. I can't learn. I can only wait for the end and burn. They don't believe in me. They don't care about me. No one understands me. Why must I live? Life is just a curse. Nothing could be worse. Life includes love. I remember the first time. We kissed and things went bad. You cheated, but I didn't care. No matter what I was there. I got tired of your game. I was too full of shame. I tell everyone I only dated two. They can't know the truth. I remember my 'last' Too bad we just couldn't last. I wish I didn't leave so fast. Everytime I refuse to turn is another time my heart must burn.
Chorus: He yell at me because I can't be who he wants me to be. I just can't see. He calls me hurtful names. I just can't stand these people left and right. They take my identity away and strike me down when I'm wounded. If I could wipe my own memory I would do it. What I did must follow me around. What I said and every made sound. Every crossed 'i' and every dotted 't'. These mistakes must always follow me. They come out for everyone to see. Words really do hurt more than they say. I am tired of going around just to burn. Just imagine what it'd be like if I could learn.
Verse 2: Every stupid little fear is on the Earth. In my mind. It is here. It haunts my mind. Oh, why can't I hit rewind? Yesterday it was my greatest fear. I knew eventually it'd be here. Why could I not listen to myself? My other side of me warned me to watch out. I just tuned it out. Fear is what life is about. I just can't take it anymore. I learned that people take their own life because of the voices they hear. I've kinda tried because of what I can't stop seeing. Staying up all night. I should've know I'd be right. No use in using all my might. This is a already lose fight. Everytime I refuse to turn is another my my soul must burn.
Chorus: He yell at me because I can't be who he wants me to be. I just can't see. He calls me hurtful names. I just can't stand these people left and right. They take my identity away and strike me down when I'm wounded. If I could wipe my own memory I would do it. What I did must follow me around. What I said and every made sound. Every cross 'i' and every dotted 't'. These mistakes must always follow me. They come out for everyone to see. Words really do hurt more than they say. I am tired of going around just to burn. Just imagine what it'd be like if I could learn.
Verse 3: I thought what I wanted was what I would need. Now I see what it took me to. I just had to see that story and picture about you. I had a panic attack. I wish I could take time back. I was breathing and my heart was beating a million time a second. I wish I took a second to think about what I was doing. Life, why must I be losing? My psyche is bruising. Everytime I refuse to turn is another time my mind must burn.
Chorus: He yell at me because I can't be who he wants me to be. I just can't see. He calls me hurtful names. I just can't stand these people left and right. They take my identity away and strike me down when I'm wounded. If I could wipe my own memory I would do it. What I did must follow me around. What I said and every made sound. Every cross 'i' and every dotted 't'. These mistakes must always follow me. They come out for everyone to see. Words really do hurt more than they say. I am tired of going around just to burn. Just imagine what it'd be like if I could learn.
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Songs I Wrote
PoetryHere are some songs I wrote. The ones that end in (Old Song) are ones I wrote when I was 14. They're not all that good, but I thought it'd be cool to have my old songs here alongside my new ones. I think it shows how much I've changed and improved...
