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Songs I Wrote

Poetry

Here are some songs I wrote. The ones that end in (Old Song) are ones I wrote when I was 14. They're not all that good, but I thought it'd be cool to have my old songs here alongside my new ones. I think it shows how much I've changed and improved...

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Talk to Me (Old Song)

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by kenzdeli

by kenzdeli

Verse 1: Still holding on. I'm trying to let go. Can't help not being with you, but you wouldn't know. Seeing you talk to everyone else feels like you're mocking me. I can't forget how I felt about you. I can't forget the way you made me feel. I can't forget how you made everything seem so real. You were everything I thought I would ever need. I wanted you all for myself and you were repulsed by my greed. I kept fighting a lost war. What am I still fighting for? I know you're not worth it anymore. I tried to get close to you but to you I wasn't there. I was that girl that just used to sit and stare. My mind tried to retrain my heart because we both knew you would tear me apart. I kept going. I couldn't stop. You pulled my plug and I was dead. There's things I wish weren't said. Things turned bleak and the stage turned dark when you broke my heart.

Chorus: Sitting there in every class. I had to see your face. Last day of school. Someone told you I liked you. So not cool. Please forget what you heard. Don't believe a word. I got over you. I'm sorry I had to lie. Feeling embarrassed and wanting to cry. I couldn't stop but I did try. I couldn't stand you talk to anyone else. I knew I had a problem. I needed to get you out of my life. I don't need you but I want you. I don't want to love you but I need to. You sent me through Hell and I think I grew. You twisted everything I thought I knew. Everyday for months I prayed you would see. Everyday for months I prayed you would talk to me.

Verse 2: I can't stand wanting you anymore. I've never knew how much love can hurt before. I never felt this way about someone. Love cut deep and now I'm done. Done with love. Done with you. I'm just done. Everyday trying to move on. How can I move on? How can I live without you?

Chorus: Sitting there in every class. I had to see your face. Last day of school. Someone told him I liked you. So not cool. Please forget what you heard. Don't believe a word. I got over you. I'm sorry I had to lie. Feeling embarrassed and wanting to cry. I couldn't stop but I did try. I couldn't stand you talk to anyone else. I knew I had a problem. I needed to get you out of my life. I don't need you but I want you. I don't want to love you but I need to. You sent me through Hell and I think I grew. You twisted everything I thought I knew. Everyday for months I prayed you would see. Everyday for months I prayed you would talk to me.

Verse 3: Running out of words to say. Why couldn't you just have stayed? I can't keep you. You were never mine. My love for you was out of line. Love wasn't meant for me. Why did you have to hurt me? This was all my fault. I should have know I would get hurt all along. I should've been smarter. I need to accept that I'll never be loved.