James' life didn't end much longer than mine.
I had predicted the traitor. Sirius only just got the letter days before he was betrayed, still not believing me.
They were killed.
I watched the love of my life, grow a family. I watched him loving and giving his care to another person and their child.
I watched him marry, I watched him be truly happy with another that wasn't me.
He died protecting the two people he loved most.
I died having him as my first, last and only love. Even when dead. I still yearned for him.
We visited at his muggle apartment when he came. We said our final goodbyes, he kissed me one last time on the forehead.
