A/n:Play the "Kiss the Rain" Kalimba cover for the right feels,If ya want
-A lazy evening and Jimin sat on the sand,wiggling his toes into the dampness of it and there was a weak breeze messing up his light blonde hair,waltzing them across his forehead.Somewhere far,someone was playing what Jimin deems to be a Kalimba and the melody wafted along the wind,Jimin pressed his head against his own shoulder,feeling sleepy and watched the waves, following it's trail to Taehyung.His boyfriend never grows tired of the sea,never was done with the silly game of chasing the waves.Jimin watched the way his feet left shallow prints on the shore to be consumed by the waves soon after as he took steps back.Jimin watched Taehyung's lips curve in that adorable way,laughter emanating off his chest and he'd go silent after.Jimin knew those smiles and laughter were not sincere,not sincere to himself.Upon the horizon,the sun had traded places with the moon and Jimin doesn't know how long they have been here but he wouldn't complain about wanting to go home,even if his body craved for a bed right then.He'd stay as long as Taehyung wants and it was when the last orange shade disappeared into the sea,leaving a blue meloncholy, Taehyung finally started heading home,to Jimin.Jimin watched Taehyung's soft steps coming upto where he sat.Taehyung sat next to Jimin,two boys staring at the sea, silence.
The Kalimba started playing it's last song.
"Felt better?", Jimin's silky voice came and Taehyung didn't reply immediately.One wave,two waves and another ..Taehyung hummed and followed,"I wanted to just walk in"
"You didn't",It was more of a statement,a confirmation of Taehyung's hesitation.
"Why?",Jimin had to ask.Birds flew over their head,heading towards the horizon,waves a slower rhythm.Taehyung gathered few shells from his side,smoothed the sand out of them and brushed his thumb lightly.
"I know I'd end up calling for you to help,you'd come running to save..either way", Taehyung sighed,"I don't want that"
Jimin focused back onto his toes under the sand and bit his lips,"Tired of me following you everywhere?"
Taehyung was offended,for the first time in the evening he fully turned around at Jimin and held his gaze,"I can't imagine... without you,I'm just scared I'll drag you into my doom", Taehyung's eyes glistened,a fat tear lingering just under his dark orbs,he continued despite the break in his voice,"I'm scared you'll be tired of me"
Jimin's upper lip twitched a little,he pressed his palms against the sand to plant himself closer to Taehyung,shook the sand out of his hands and placed one on Taehyung's shoulder,trapping him into his body,the waves crashed louder this time.The boys didn't look at each other.
"Why would I be tired of you,silly?", Jimin's thumb traced along Taehyung's shoulder.
"Cause...cause I am tired of myself.I am tired of feeling this way,I am tired of making panic calls and pulling you into this shit",The tear finally freed itself from the lower eye lashes and rolled lazily onto Taehyung's bread cheek.Jimin turned his head ,pressed his forehead against Taehyung's upper arm and closed his eyes,"You'll never be happy,Jimin.You should leave when you can and I won't hold it against you" and Jimin cried.Taehyung's right hand dumped the shells far and laid softly on Jimin's head,running fingers through his hair.""I'm never tired or you",Jimin choked out,"I'm .. I'm just scared that you'd push me away"
"Jimin-", Taehyung started but he really had nothing to say.
"I'm scared that one day I'd wake up and you'd disappear,and I don't want that.I want you..only you,no matter what you're going through,I wanna be by you..I..I don't know which shit made you feel like they got tired of you but that's not true..not for me,Tae...Tae"
Jimin gasped a breath,trying his best to not let anymore tears go waste.There was silence and Jimin held Taehyung more close,hoping he'd know how much he loved Taehyung and how much he meant to him.
"I might take my life away someday,Jimin.You would be so hurt and ..alone",another tear slipped past Taehyung's eyes.Jimin nodded lightly,but held Taehyung closer.
"I'll hold onto you as long as I could,let me",Said Jimin.
Taehyung turned to kiss lightly on Jimin's forehead and stared back into the shore,watched people pass them.
"Everyone looks so happy", Taehyung mumbled,Jimin tilted his head to watch the same crowd,"We'll be too"
Kalimba kept playing and there were just low murmurs of birds and waves diving head first into the rocks,wailing on her beloved's pain.
"Don't go even if I ask you to",The hesitation was evident in Taehyung's voice but Jimin didn't question it.
"I would have followed you into the sea..I would do it all over again..and again until your heart understands that you are worth everything I am"And the Kalimba finally stopped playing,plunging the night into darkness and silence.Waves were still lashing against the earth , birds still found their way home,people still laughed distantly but Jimin heard nothing.There was silence and a void beside him, Jimin sat alone.A wave dies against the shore.
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