Me to you,You to me

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Taehyung had no idea how he managed to finish his ment for the encore.He had wanted to say so many things but he felt that if he kept talking,he was sure to cry.Yoongi had followed him after and he tried to shrink as much as he could away from the eyes of the other members and fans alike.One more song and he could return to his hotel room and cry over his pillow to sleep.To be honest,he was proud of himself for getting through the practices and the concert itself with the level of pain he held in.Taehyung tried to raise his head and send a glance to Jin who had started talking but in his peripheral he could see him,his boyfriend.Jimin had not spared enough care to his side all evening,even when they had interactions,his smile had faded immediately as he faced away from the audience.Jimin only had patted him before going on stage and mumbled something incoherent that Taehyung didn't understand over the loud cheers.When he caught up in the midst, Taehyung had to ask and Jimin just said,"I was wishing you good luck" and he was gone.

The fight did not start suddenly,it was slowly boiling and bubbling up until it started spilling over the sides.Taehyung was furious that day when a new report had shown up after the long tiring practice day for concert .The editors were too good and the pictures were too sexual for his liking.He had almost shouted at their PR for the inability of tracking down these accounts.Taehyung was extremely tired of seeing his name linked to a random female idol/actress every two weeks.Skilfully edited pictures and fabricated alibis wrote stories on threads of spotting them together at the opposite end of where he had been.

Taehyung walked into Bang Pd's office and had said,"Pd nim,What is this!! I can't keep ignoring this"
The boss man could only assure that they are trying their best to take down those accounts.Taehyung sighed when he said that he was not going to keep his relationship with Jimin under wraps anymore.Taehyung did not like him getting tied to anyone but Jimin.

He got home to see Jimin sleeping sound on their couch,tired and the younger had a sudden rush of fondness towards the other.He needed to tell the world that this man has his heart but Jimin thought otherwise.He wasn't ready to throw it all away.He had gone through hell and back for what he is now and the news of him dating his band member would possibly ruin his career so Jimin wasn't ready.

"I am scared too,Jiminah but can't we do this? This could be a beginning...peace to ourselves", Taehyung said patiently but Jimin was pacing the living room manically,"No,Tae..you don't understand.They will rip us apart.They will pit us against each other.I-",He breathed,"I'll end up losing both you and my career.I can't afford that.Isn't what we have now enough,Tae?"

Taehyung stared down at the carpet for long and when he straightened up,he still felt empty,"Jimin,I-..I get what you said.But if I had to choose between you and my career,I would choose you without a second thought"
"Taehyung!! Thats not what I meant!"
"To me,it sounds exactly like that"

Taehyung was acting petty.He knew he was being petty.He was perfectly aware that  Jimin has got a point and Jimin would definitely choose him over anything.He was sure they would sit back and decide together on what to do but then Jimin burst out crying,"Did you..did you ever think I would .."

"Jimin"

"No..I don't want to talk to you right now",Jimin had said and took the car keys and left.He had ignored his calls ceremoniously and changed Jungkook's door code so that Taehyung can't get in.Taehyung's efforts went vain as a new article popped up with alleged photos that were too explicit but this time Taehyung went numb.The only time he saw Jimin was in practices and Jimin made sure to stick with one of the members all the time to avoid Taehyung.Now he was just standing infront of thousands of people feeling like nothing.He felt like he had lost everything and Jimin would probably be thinking about breaking up.That's when Jimin's voice echoed through the auditorium as he began to speak.

He tried his best to listen, Jimin's voice wasn't very high or giggly like it usually was.It was more grounded,more calm.He thanked the fans for coming,talked about the practice and expressed his love for the fans who appreciated them.
"I always want to show you a better,honest side of me and I constantly work hard to show you that",Jimin was saying,"It always worried me how army would react if I was to show who I really was,If I would be accepted.When we did 'Love yourself' campaign,it was also my journey to love and be myself.Be true,but am also still learning...I have never really reached there but I have promised myself that I would be true to myself and you guys as much as I could.So..",Jimin took a deep breath and stepped forward from the line.

It was Yoongi's gasp that got Taehyung looking up.Jimin was walking towards him and Taehyung didn't understand.The rest of the boys looked among each other.Jin stepped back and the others followed.

"Jimin", Taehyung mumbled under his breath but Jimin wasn't slowing down,his paces were faster as he approached Taehyung who took a step back alarmed.Before he could register what was happening, Jimin was pulling the younger by his nape and pressing a kiss over his parted lips.
Utter chaos ensued after,fans were screaming,the staff was in dilemma, security  looking at each other and the boys just were in utter shock.Taehyung's hands had instinctively wrapped around Jimin's mid.

"Jimi-"
The lights were cut off and the stadium was plunged into darkness.
"Baby,why-!"
"Jimin, return to your place.Lets wrap this up with the last song on the setlist.For God's sake, don't address what happened",The director spoke through the in-ear.
"I don't regret anything",Jimin whispered before pecking Taehyung's lips once more and walked back to his place.The instrumental started playing and Taehyung could only remember it all in a haze as the concert came to an end.

"Are you angry at me?",Jimin was asking Hoseok as they came down to backstage,getting moved to their dressing rooms.Hoseok's eyebrows furrowed,"Yes!! very angry cause you didn't let me do my ending ment"

"Oh-"

And then Hoseok was laughing as he hugged his brother,"I hope everything goes well,we are with you"
"I need to talk to Taehyung before everything",Jimin sighed.
"He didn't know?"
Jimin only shook his head before smiling and stood back letting his members go inside the room and held Taehyung's hand back.
Hoseok gave him a good luck before he left.Jimin pulled Taehyung towards the empty room by them.

"Jimin"
"Tae,are you okay?"

"You tell me first,are you okay?",Jimin ran a hand softly along the younger's arms and Taehyung lightly pushed him away,"Why did you do that, Jimin ah?"
"I am sorry I took so long to think.You were right.It hurted me as much as it hurted you whenever those reports came but you know me,I try to act like it doesn't matter,that we can go on forever like this but..but that is not true..This has no end and I can't go on with you as my secret as forever.You have cared for me,loved me so much and this is the least I can do...I realized I was also tired of the media playing you like a fck boy when you would never even look at anyone else's ass but mine", Jimin chuckled but Taehyung wasn't laughing,His pout was prominent.Jimin kissed the pout.

"Jiminah...I was just overwhelmed that day.I didn't mean.."
"I know,baby bear",Jimin took Taehyung's hand into his,"I was too.I wasn't thinking straight as well.But Tae.. without you,there's no meaning to my existence at all.You have been with me through all my highs and lows and I want you to be with me for the rest of it too.I took my time and thought about it enough and I just realised..that everything is fine with you.I am not that scared with you around.You ground me..you make me a better man too..It doesn't matter what happens,I just want you"

Taehyung dropped his head onto Jimin's shoulders and the elder kissed his cheeks.

"Jimin, everything is going to change"

"I know.Everything will change but fortunately nothing between us will.I will love you the same, if not more-"
"And I,you", Taehyung said before kissing Jimin and Jimin pulled him closer,tighter.Taehyung made sure he bruised his boyfriend's lips fair enough before drawing back.
"When we walk out this door,the world would be so different", Taehyung mumbled against Jimin's lips.
"Yes,but ..we are gonna be together there too.We will be fine,bear.Don't worry too much",The elder caressed Taehyung's cheeks.

"Together", Taehyung looked down at their interlocked hands and squeezed before opening the door.

A/n:surprise surprise...Hope you all saw vmin coway ad..ahem ,more like cogay..
Also it's Jungkook's performance tomorrow,stay tuned yall..
Happy Sunday

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