My very First

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Years passed,BTS was no longer together and each of them had settled on their own careers and passions that came after.And Taehyung still remembered how he was the last one to vaccate their shared dorm room and he had stood in the middle of the now empty living room, content and smiling.Sad that he was closing the biggest and beautiful chapter of his life,yet happy that it happened.He had gone to the ends with it,he had gotten everything he possibly could.Now with a new drama project at his tow and a new life out there,he was okay with everything.Maybe okay with most of it.There was only one regret to his list,an unsaid love.A feeling that had send butterflies in the pit of his stomach and he had sighed.It was going to be fine,some things are not meant to be.

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Years later he was giving his interview for 'Entertainment tonight', smiling all widely and fixing his hair every now and then.The most sought out actor in South Korea and he was happily living his life.The interviewer was a charming woman and the conversation flowed easily.
"So tell me, Taehyung ssi.Who was your first love?",She had asked,her gleaming smile looked less of a prying host but a curious self her own.The question yanked Taehyung out of the interview chair to his 25 year old self almost immediately.Those crescent eyes that smiled at everything he did,one hand held in between his and Taehyung's lips betrayed him into a smile.
"There was one", Taehyung said and the interviewer clapped her hand onto her mouth, excitedly.
"Did you ever tell them?"
"No"
"Oh my god!! Why not?"

And on the car ride back home, Taehyung asked himself why not,why didn't he say anything.Their friendship wasn't like the others to fear that he was scared risking friendship.Taehyung was sure he would have never lost him even if the relationship didn't work out, then why didn't he say.Maybe 25 year old Taehyung was stubborn to think that he never liked him back.His phone chimed with a new message,"Did your interview go well? I just got home"
And Taehyung's mouth fell apart,how could he have not told him so he asked the driver to turn around the car from his street.Taehyung knew the code to the lock but he just wanted to wait for him to open the door.

"Tae !!", Jimin said,one hand on the towel that dried his damp hair.Taehyung suddenly was scared, suddenly felt stupid for coming out here in a whim, now the 25 year old Taehyung didn't look so stubborn afterall but he knew this is it.Jimin had fallen into the couch and waited for Taehyung to take a seat across him.Taehyung leisurely removed his coat and sat on Jimin's side.
"What's up? I wasn't expecting you tonight",Jimin said, casually leaning over to reduce the volume of the Television.
"They asked me a question today..the interview,I mean", Taehyung said,out of the blue and Jimin didn't understand why all of a sudden.He nodded slowly and waited.

"They...well,they asked who my first love was", Taehyung said,biting his lip red.
"Oh,that's something cliche.."
"Yeah,but I had not been asked before"
"what did you say?"
"Didn't state a name,they asked if I ever confessed", Taehyung pushed through.And Jimin had still not gotten the context to this conversation but he waited,"did you?"

"No..but I want to..", Taehyung said,his eyes finally meeting Jimin's and Jimin had this look in his eyes Taehyung couldn't read so well.Maybe some kind of hurt or something broke or maybe it was his wishful thinking.
"Oh,do you think you can find her?",Jimin said as he grabbed his phone.
"her?! who"
"Your first love..seung mi,right?!"
And Taehyung's words just evaporated,who the hell was seung mi.His brain had an identical crisis,it came back with nothing.
"Seung mi ,who?", Taehyung tried.
"My friend in school.You used to hang around with me to talk to her,you told me you had this huge ass crush..that's why you hung out with us two ..wasn't she your first love?",Jimin said,his eyes confused.
"No,you idiot", Taehyung blurted out.
"Oh..I was tryna text our friends to help you find her",Jimin said,awkwardly showing his phone and Taehyung leaned over to grab his phone and throw behind him.
"Sorry..it's cause you said-"
"It was you,idiot.I hung around with you for you ,not seung mi what the hell can't even remember her face", Taehyung scolded Jimin only to slap a hand over his mouth.
"What- what did you say?"
Silence..

Taehyung sighed, eventhough he had pictured a shy confession and a cute awkward moments after,It turned out to be this very weird outburst but Jimin was just silent,looking up at Taehyung.
"I was your first love?", Jimin asked and Taehyung slumped against the couch,leaning his head to the side,"uh..Yes"
"Why didn't you say anything?",Jimin moved forward causing Taehyung to lightly flinch.
"I don't know,Jimin..I couldn't answer it either but then..then I thought you deserved to know ..that you were really loved", Taehyung wasn't looking at Jimin anymore, scratching nervously at the hem of his shirt.
"You should have told me",Jimin said,his hands now holding Taehyung's,prying them away from the shirt.Taehyung looked up to catch Jimin,eyes soft and cheeks pink and he shrugged.
"We wouldn't have lost so much time if you did",Jimin said,almost a whisper causing Taehyung to doubt his senses.And he shook his head and then Jimin's eyes widened,"oh my god...unless you..you are over me"
And Taehyung laughed ,fell forward on confused Jimin's shoulder and laughed.
"What?!"
"Then why did you try to look for Seung mi's phone number?!"
"Cause...cause for me... your happiness is all that matters-",Jimin looked away.And Taehyung pressed his lips together and pulled Jimin into his lap,"Idiot.... luckily am not over you,am still here"
"Am gonna wake up and find out this is all a dream,am I not?",Jimin lightly let out a hurt laugh.
"I think in dreams,this won't be real.So know for yourself", Taehyung said as he leant over to press a kiss on Jimin's plump lips.Jimin was taken aback and when he kissed back,he did it with the same fervour,his fingers playing with the strands of hair on Taehyung's nape.Taehyung pressed his mouth further into Jimin's and he let him in.
"Definitely not a dream",Jimin breathed before going in again.

A/n : this is your sign to confess love

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