Vmin one Shots

To love a mess

A/n:This oneshot was requested by LoverOfGucciLover .Sorry it took a bit of time but it's here now

tw:// mentions of depression

Jimin turned in his bed,eyes red and head spinning at a terrible speed.His blinds had been drawn aside and he immediately knew who had been there.There was a light hum from the living room,a distant song playing from the speakers and buzzing of  vacuum cleaner.Jimin wanted to get up and greet his bestfriend but none of the cells in his body complied.He had been lying on this bed,in the midst of all these chaos for four days straight.He doesn't even remember where he had left his phone last time despite it ringing and dying,a routine for the device.He willed himself up to the mess of a room,but his clothes had been folded into a neat stack to the side of his table and all his coffee cups had been picked up.The plant that stood by the window had been watered.Except for the empty chips packs and paper laden floor,everything was neatly put back in their place.

Jimin pushed himself up with all the might he got,he needed to see his soulmate.The door was left open purposely because his other half knew him so well that it wouldn't have it in him to twist the door knob.Jimin dragged his fragile body across the apartment,from his bedroom to  living room.

Taehyung sensed the exact moment Jimin stepped into the room because he quietly turned off the vacuum before turning around.He doesn't comment about the dishelved hair or dark circles under Jimin's eyes,his dirty clothes included.He just smiled brightly and Jimin felt a little better already.

"I made you breakfast..", Taehyung said,looking at his watch,"-Lunch!"
Jimin stared around the room feeling a bit out of place.Everything that was disarray was now in perfect order,the shards from the broken vase had been picked up.There was no dirty dishes in th sink and the dishwasher groaned,letting him know where they went.The kitchen had been swiped clean.

"'m sorry",Jimin felt guilty as he trudged along the room to drop himself onto the couch.But the couch looked too clean for him and he hesitated.

"for what?", Taehyung just tilted his head in confusion before letting the cleaner down and coming next to Jimin.He hugged him out of the blue without a word,tight and Jimin tilted his head slowly onto Taehyung's shoulders on instinct.

"Do you wanna eat now or take a bath first?", Taehyung ran a hand over Jimin's back and Jimin sighed.
"Please tell me what to do",Jimin slowly let himself down on Taehyung and wished it was okay.

It was always okay.

"You're really stinky right now,so let's take a shower and then we eat something and cuddle to some Netflix,sounds okay?", Taehyung asked and Jimin just nodded into his shoulder,a tear building up at the corner of his eyes.Taehyung detached himself and slid his hands down to come at the hems of Jimin's shirt and pulled it up.Jimin let him slide his hands out of it.Taehyung planted a soft kiss on Jimin's cheeks,his thumbs collecting the few stray tears that shied near his eyes before hooking his hands onto the side of Jimin's shorts and pulling it down,leaving him in his briefs.Taehyung kissed Jimin's cheeks one more time before leaning down to pick up Jimin and Jimin hesitated before throwing his arm around the other.

Taehyung was supposed to feel disgusted by the state of Jimin but he wasn't,he didn't as much as scrunch his nose.

Jimin had thought that he would cry ,breaking down into the million shards like the vase he had broken few days ago,the moment he sees any of his friends or family but he just felt numb as Taehyung lowered him into the hot tub.He felt numb when Taehyung's hand steadily spread the body wash on his skin.Felt numb when the younger washed off the traces of sud.He couldn't cry ,he didn't cry.