Vmin one Shots

Loved and Lost

And when Jimin and Taehyung sat at the either side of the benches with their respective lawyers and family beside them, the judge granted them the divorce.There was no rejoice,no happiness in anyone's face present for all they knew this is not something they want,not something the two in question wanted but everything was too much for Jimin at this point.Jimin gave Taehyung a longing hug outside the court room,held himself in while Taehyung cried over his shoulders.Jimin comforted Taehyung,told him that they both would be fine and eventually be happy in life.Taehyung wasn't very good with words so he just had cried.Jimin watched Taehyung leave with his parents,in that old convertible he had driven around in Gangnam with Taehyung.Jimin could never hate Taehyung,could never blame him for the death of their child.He couldn't have known their sweet child was trapped in the shelf when he was searching the whole house upside down,wouldn't have heard the little whimpers when the everyone was screaming for little Jihyunie.It wasn't his fault that he was playing a little game of hide and seek with his son,he was only expecting shy giggles and laughter.But the fates had changed,Jimin was confused when the call came in his work to return home.And when he got home,the fear didn't leave.There was a huge crowd infront of his home,fire and rescue department at the gate and police everywhere with their neighbours and friends.Jin was the one who ran to him from the crowd and directed his tiring feet to his steps.There sat Taehyung with his lifeless baby laid over his lap,howling in pain and crying.Its that image that he blamed.Its that painful screams that he blamed,those sympathetic stares that followed him that he blamed.No parent should be cursed to carry their child's lifeless form in their hands.

They shaped into nightmares,waking up cold and sweaty in the middle of the night only to find Taehyung infront of that cursed cabinet,crying his eyes out.Jimin tried,he really did try.He threw the cabinet away next day.Bit down his own tongue and tried to help Taehyung.But he should have helped himself first,he should have learnt to breath himself first before helping a drowning Taehyung cause eventually it materialize into silence.Silent yet loud ringings in the empty apartment.Yoongi cleaned for a hundred times but Jimin always stumbled upon one of Jihyun's toys.Jimin wanted to move to a new place,the pain was too much but Taehyung wanted to stay and let the pain eat him alive.Differences and conflicts.They never actually fought but everything just was different since Jihyun left.They kept exchanging their mood swings.When one was high ,the other low and one would think this would be good cause the high can help the low but no,the low only kept feeling miserable and the high felt guilty for feeling so.It was a whirlwind,caught up and dropped from several feet flat onto the ground.

They didn't talk,didn't spend time.When one wakes up ,the other would have left.When one is home,the other is at some friend's home.When one slept in,the other went for a run.One could say they were actually avoiding each other and a year passed only for Taehyung to say that he was sorry Jimin was miserable without Jihyun cause he was the reason.Yes,Jimin was miserable but not in a way Taehyung thought.They hadn't held each other in so long,scared of the memory of the third person who used to be in the midst of their hugs.And thus they decided to separate their ways.To forget of each other and the life they lived before looking at kids wasn't a heartwrenching pain.