Vmin one Shots

healing his broken heart

a/n: could be canon compliant

Jimin laughed as his mother cut the call,his brother still whining at the back to let him go for an overseas trip with his friends.The day was nice altogether,he had gone to meet Yoongi in the morning after his arrival and visited Jungkook on his way to office.He was still half asleep.Namjoon had been out of office for a while now,exploring some galleries in the south.Jimin had met with Eunwoo after work,to compensate for the hundred postponed meetings because of his schedule.By the time ,he came back it was already too late and he had lost track of time talking to his mother.

He had half a mind to cook some ramen,to relieve himself off the terrible diet he had stuck to but then his phone rang.His face brightened up as the caller ID flashed,he picked up quickly,"Hobi hyung!!"
"Jiminah..",Hoseok sang and Jimin could only giggle more.
"Shouldn't you be returning your phone?",Jimin joked,pulling himself upon the kitchen counter and Hoseok whined at his teasing.
"Did you eat,though?"
"I did",Jimin lied,he knew how his brother gets if he was to know that he hadn't ate his dinner but he had had his fill in the afternoon with Eunwoo.

"Why did you call all of a sudden at this time? Is everything okay?",Jimin couldn't help but be worried a bit.
"Yah! I am okay,hyung called you to ask if you are okay"
"I am okay,why wouldn't I be okay?"
"Really?! I thought you'll be pretty upset with um..um,the news about you know who-",Hoseok stuttered through it and Jimin smiled to himself,"Voldemort?"
"aish!!"
"Hyung,you can say 'Taehyung'"
"Jiminah.."
"Yes,hyung"
"Are you really okay? And tell hyung the truth"

And Jimin stared down at his feet hanging off the counter and took a moment,he wanted to be honest with his brother.He wanted to let him help to navigate through the feelings.

Was he hurt? Was he trying to mask it with something? Was he really fine?

"I am,hyung.Actually better", Jimin had a small smile.
"Really?",Hoseok had to ask,Jimin was really good at lying so he had to make sure.
"Yes,Really.To be honest when he first told me.. I mean,told us-",Jimin remembered that dinner so well.It had only been two months since Taehyung had kissed him the last time and said, 'Love isn't his thing right now'.They had gone out to a posch restaurant Hoseok had booked for a random get together.Taehyung had said how he was dating this girl from this big band.Jungkook had silently clutched Jimin's hand under the table,saving him from an embarassing breakdown.

"..told us,I thought I would be so hurt when it becomes official cause I felt that when everybody sees,that will be it..the final bell or something but now that it did.. I do not feel anything"
"mm?"
"I do not feel anything at all..Not sadness,nor am I happy.It is what it is"
"Jimi-"

"No,hyung.Listen to me,I think to avoid getting broken.. I had put in so much work.I didn't stop dancing till I tired out and all my muscles tore.I kept talking,thinking,making music without a break and when it's finally done... I truly don't remember the feeling of getting broken.. I just feel happy that I did what I did",Jimin smiled at the realisation,"If I had told this myself months earlier, I wouldn't have ever wanted to move on from him.If I had stayed that way,I would be crying watching their video.. would have been looking for Jungkook to help me in any way he could but no..am good..am happy"

Jimin looked up at the refridgerator where there used to be a picture of himself and Taehyung,now replaced with a small memento hybe staff gave him for the success of 'Face'.He sighed heavily again.

"I had healed..I had to heal cause noone was coming to save me and like Namjoon hyung says,I should love myself before giving my heart away without thinking "
"Jiminah "
"Mm?"
"Next time, give your heart away to only the one who deserves it"

"Oh,I did..I gave it to myself"

"There comes such power in healing",Hoseok said ,feeling at ease.
"Yes,So tell me,Did they make you clean the kitchen yet?"
"This brat!!"

a/n: 'it is what it is'

also if rumours are true/confirmed,this would be my last 'canon fiction'
There would still be 'alternate universe' one shots but i won't be writing canon again.this actually hurts me a lot because canon was my most favourite thing to write but yeah ..sorry for disappointing you guys..hang in there,yall

ps: give your heart to yourself first 💜