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Jaime - Wolf Sword part 3

Y/n must tell Jaime she's pregnant along with her family during the feast for the royal family while they stay at Winterfell for awhile.

Night has fallen over my former home with the only light in my room being provided by a few light candles. Jaime and I had moved into our private chamber's to prepare for the feast. Smoothing over the fabric of my dress I'd changed into a light grey dress with gold and red designs woven in the fabric. My hair completely loose and wavy as I sigh heavily in thought. How will my father and siblings react. How will Jaime react to me being pregnant once again. The chamber door opens breaking me from my trance when I feel his comfortable arms wrapping around my waist. "I found my brother in a whore house about an hour ago. He's probably going to get drunk in the beginning of the feast." His voice whispering in my ear, feeling me shiver under his touch making him concerned. "What's wrong, my love. You're trembling...are you feeling alright?"

I don't know why this scares me so. It's not like I haven't told him before. But now I guess it's the last straw...if we lose this child. I don't know what we'll do. I turn around in his hold gripping his leather tunic in my hands. "Jaime you remember when we talked about trying to have a child one last time?" He hums in reply still holding me to his chest as I'm still shaking and he knows it's not because of the cold of the North. "It happened...I'm pregnant..."

He gently lifted my face in his hands a smile on his lips. "You're sure?" I nod my head yes but feel him wipe away tears with his thumbs seeing I'm still not okay. "Why isn't this a happy moment, darling?" I gulped fiddling with the collar of his tunic not being able to look up into his eyes. "I'm scared Jaime. I'm scared I'll fail again to provide an heir..." I pull out of his hold needing to pace back in forth eyeing my discarded sword on the foot of our bed. The first child we'd lost was a girl. The second a boy. The Master of the Red Keep confirmed because I always lost them a month or two before I was said to deliver them. I've prayed to the Gods that this isn't a curse on me and my husband. A curse for us to never have children, because that's a cruel trick.

"I've prayed to the old Gods and the new to end this torture once and for all. My mother has been able to give my father many children, so why can't I. And I want to have my own son or daughter. One that can explore Winterfell and Casterly Rock like we did as children. Fall in love and create families of their own. I mean it's obvious right, Jaime. I can clearly get pregnant but...I can never deliver them. If I can't provide an heir for your house, for your father, for us. Then who am I?" I feel tears heavily fall down my cheeks with my hands bawled into fists at my sides. Jaime eyes my form up and down. He hates seeing me like this, a woman who is insecure of herself. I was always as tough as nails and he loved my smile more than anything in the world.

He slowly takes a long stride forward to cup my face in his hands showing tears in his eyes too. He wants our own children just as much as I do. "Y/n, listen to me. You mean more to me than just a woman who should provide me heirs. You pulled me out of my own arrogance. Believing that I could get a lady to do anything because of my looks and loads of money. Thinking that no one else could love me but my twin sister. So now, I'm telling you this here and now...I love you whether you can give me a child or not. You are the love of my life and I wouldn't trade this feeling for anything else in the seven kingdoms." He leans down placing his lips gently to mine. My hands run up his chest to wrap around his neck deepening the kiss until we need air so we break to rest our foreheads together.

"Jaime, I love you too. But you're father will be furious if I can't-" I breathe out feeling him rest a finger to my lips shooshing me. His green eyes pouring into my grey Tully ones. "Trust me, my wolf. We'll face him like we've faced everything...together." I sigh in relief laying my head on his warm chest enjoying being in this comfortable embrace, something I could remain in for the rest of the evening.