Jade Thirlwall Imagines Book 2

Long road to recovery

Fyi, this bitch long as fhuck. Hope yall enjoy. TW: mentions of depression, anxiety- specifically trusting anxiety-, alcoholism and slightly suicide. Enjoy :) *1236 words

You walk through the front door to your shared house with your girlfriend called Emma. You've just walked your dog. You kneel in front of him.

"Go find mama." You say to him.

He runs off. You take off your coat and look at the shoe rack. There's two pairs of shoes when there should only be one. You frown. Emma never told you anybody was coming over. You take off your shoes and put them on the rack. Then your dog runs over.

He bites your trouser leg.

"Okay okay show me boy." You say.

He pulls you to the bedroom. Then stops. There's noises that only happen in that room when you and Emma are in there. You stand and listen for almost 30 minutes, your heart completely shattered by the time you decide to walk in.

You walk in and flip on the light. Emma and your cousin look at you. You bite your lip.

"Y-Y/n i-"

"Just dont Emma."

Your cousin gets out of bed. You look away while they get dressed. Just before your cousin leaves, you stop him.

"Y/n-"

"Never speak to me again." You say.

He leaves. You look to Emma.

"Y/n i... i-"

"I thought you were better than this. I thought you didn't do shit like this." You say.

"I dont." She says.

"Clearly you do. I cant even take my dog on a walk without you deciding I'm not good enough for you. I know we've been in a down patch recently but i thought we were fixing it." You say.

She tries to grab your hands.

"No. No you dont get to do that after what you've just done.... i dont have a lot of stuff here. I'm packing up my things and I'm going back home. And I'm taking Steve with me." You say.

She spends the whole time you're packing trying to make you stay. Begging you even. You dont listen. You finish packing and you grab Steve's things. Steve is the dog by the way.

You grab his things and put them in the car. You put Steve in the car. You then put your bag in the boot of your car along with Steve's stuff.

"I'm never coming back Emma. You ruined our relationship." You say.

You get into the car and drive away. You pull up in front of your mum and mama's house. You take Steve to the front door and knock. Your mum opens the door and immediately pulls you into a hug.

"You taking Emma out? Bringing Steve here?" She asks.

You break.

"Oh honey. Oh shit no dont cry. ALLY!" Your mum yells.

Ally walks over from the kitchen and looks at you and Lauren.

"Oh Y/n, honey, what's wrong? Lauren what did you say." Ally says.

"I dont know. I didn't say a thing. I only asked her if she was bringing Steve here cos she was taking Emma out. And she broke down in my hug." Lauren says.

Ally looks at your car. It has your stuff in.

"They've broken up. Lauren go get her stuff. I'll talk to her." Ally says.