Jade Thirlwall Imagines Book 2

Heart disease. Request

Okay. Yep. This is gunna be fun to explain. So, you have a heart disease and you've been rather open about it. Only because it wont kill you. Because of the special pills you take for it. You did like to be open about it but then you met Jade. In came the intrusive bulshit killer thoughts. 'If you tell her she is gunna hate you'. Shit like that. So, because of those thoughts, you kept it quiet and have somehow managed, every month, to convince Jade that you're doing something other than getting pills.

And it has actually worked. Until she found your pills. Dont ask how. You had them hidden on a very high shelf, cos she's tiny, and far back. So she musta been digging around for something.

But she found them and immediately started worrying. So, she looked them up on google which made it a million times worse cos google said they're pills that will kill you so basically the more you take, you're killing yourself. So she thinks you're tryna kill yourself.

Right now, you've just walked through the door from getting a new packet of pills. You see Jade on the sofa. You place a soft kiss on her forehead before taking the pills upstairs and hiding them in your 'secure hiding spot'.

Then you go back downstairs, take your coat and shoes off and sit next to her.

"Wow it's cold out there. I mean it's May. It's summer. You'd think it'd be warm." You say.

She does that hum she does when she's zoned out. You wave a hand in front of her face and she seems to snap out of her daze. She looks at you.

"What's wrong."

"Oh.... nothing. Just a little tired. I'm just gunna go lay down for a bit." She says.

"You sure nothing's wrong? You're not ill or anything?" You ask.

"No I'm okay. I love you." She says.

You smile.

"I love you too." You say.

You place a soft kiss on her lips and she goes off upstairs. When upstairs, she barricades the door with her makeup unit and starts searching the room. Eventually, she finds the pills. A fill thing of them. The worst comes to her mind and she breaks down. She sinks down to her knees.

You having scarily good hearing, hear this and run upstairs. You get to the bedroom and wind up running into the door.

"Ow fuck..." You mumble.

You go into the bedroom through the bathroom and see her on the floor crying her eyes out. Holding your pills. Your heart sinks in your chest. You sit next to her and pull her into a hug. Almost 2 hours pass and you finally manage to calm her crying.

"Y/n?"

"Yeah?"

"What are these for?" She asks.

You take a deep breath.

"I've been lying to you for the past few years. When i was 15, i got diagnosed with this heart disease. But it wasn't the killer type of heart disease. Something i could take pills for. So once every month, i go to the doctors to get these to avoid dying." You say.

"But..... i looked them up on google and it said they're to slowly kill yourself." Jade says.

"They dont sell that type of pills anymore baby. I promise and besides, they'd be illegal. Plus, i wouldn't take them. Is this why you've been a little bit out of it lately?" You ask.

She nods.

"Well i promise, they're for my dodgy heart. Not to kill me." You say.

She nods. You both hug. Which turns into her pulling you down onto the bed and snuggling up into you. She puts the pills on the bedside unit and you both fall asleep.

The person who requested this didn't want their name mentioning but they'll know who they are so thank you! Hope yall enjoyed. Byeeeeeee :)