Mentions of suicide and depression. Pls read the note at the end.
Jade is sat in yours and hers shared bedroom. You're late. So, she calls you. You answer.
"Hey where are you?" Jade asks.
No answer.
"Y/n baby?"
"Jade I-I'm sorry." You say.
She frowns.
"What did you do?" Jade asks.
She hears you let out a sniffle and then a sob.
"Hey. Hey talk to me baby. Please." She says.
"Jade..... i..... i just cant do it anymore. I feel like i have no purpose on this planet anymore and it's making me feel useless. I....."
"Baby no that's absolutely not true. Where are you? Please dont do anything." She says.
You tell her where you are and she grabs her car key. Where you are, you're surrounded by police officers trying to stop you from jumping. When Jade's car pulls up, you put your phone in your pocket.
"Y/n!"
She runs over to you.
"Please come down!"
"Just let me go we'll meet again soon." You say.
"No absolutely not!"
She stands next to you.
"Please. Come home with me. We can cuddle and watch your favourite movie. Just please dont leave me." She says.
"I have no purpose left here Jade. I know that my human purpose on this planet has ran out and i just.... i have to go." You say.
She hugs you and shakes her head.
"Please......" She begs.
You bite your bottom lip and nod. You step down, Jade going with you and some officers walk over to you.
"I need to go to the hospital." You say.
Jade looks at you.
"I took a lot of pills before i came here...."
The officers nod. When you get to the hospital they take you to get the pills pumped out of you. Once they're pumped out of you, you get taken to a room and Jade lays next to you.
"I'm sorry......"
"Dont apologise baby. Just please talk to me instead of making life threatening moves like that." Jade says.
You nod. She cuddles up into you and you both fall asleep.
Okay. So. I know quite a few of my parts in my books have been about attempting $uicide and I'm sorry but i just wanted to say that it's because I've been getting some pretty bad thoughts lately. $uicidal thoughts and by making these parts and making the characters so understanding, it makes me feel better. Because i can just get it out here instead of having to explain it all to my therapist or my parents.
But, if yall are struggling w $uicidal thoughts, please come to me and i can talk to you. Try my damned hardest to make you feel better than you did before you texted me. But, for now, I'll see yall later :)
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Jade Thirlwall Imagines Book 2
Hayran KurguThis is Book 2. The first book is on my profile. Enjoy the requested book number 2 :)