41. Realization

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It was now Monday, which means school.

I haven't talked to no one about what happened between Hayes and I.

I mean it isn't that big of a deal, it was just a kiss- but it meant a lot to me.

I haven't talked to Hayes nor Juliet. I've been trying to avoid both of them, but it's pretty hard when we have the same friends.

Closing up my locker, I headed towards class.

As I entered I greeted Bea and sat all the way in the back of the class avoiding Bea questioning look.

I've been thinking a lot about of what Bea had told me yesterday, and I've come to the conclusion that she was completely right.

"and admit to yourself that you do love Hayes and you're only with Sam because you think he can take away the pain and replace Hayes."

I'm in love with Hayes. Not Sam, but with the adorable blue eyed dork. With 2000, as JJ and G call him.

Oh my gosh, I'm in love.

what do I do?

Do I run up to him and kiss him and tell him he's the one?

Do I just walk up to him and express my pathetic feelings?

Do I text him?

Who am I kidding, that only happens in movies and this is the real world.

Besides it's not that simple. It's not like he's going to throw himself on to me. He's with Juliet and i'm with Sam.

Fuck man.

I should have never went to that stupid party.

If i didn't go, my mind would have been perfectly fine- Maybe.

I wouldn't have changed my feelings and I wouldn't have been questioning my feelings towards Sam and Hayes.

Well yeah, i do it sometimes, but not all the time and i wouldn't have to worry about Sam nor Haylee finding out about Hayes and I kissing.

If they do end up finding, I can always blame it on the alcohol.

Yea, that's exactly what I'd do.

"Dude are you okay?" Bea was now standing in front of my desk.

"Uh yeah why?" I asked snapping out of my thoughts.

"Well because class ended like 3 minutes ago and you're still sitting here, and you got 2 minutes to get to your next class."

My eyes widen as I realized what she said, I looked around the empty classroom.

She right, yet again.

"Shit" i murmured, rushing i shoved everything into my bag. I'm not trying to get detention. Hell no.

"Are you sure you okay?" she asked concern written all over her voice.

"Yeah, I'll talk to you after school!" i replied as i hurried out the door.

rushing through the sorta empty hallways, I checked my phone. 1 minute.

Panicking i started running towards class.

Just as i was corning the long hallways, i bumped into someone.

"Watch where you're going, fucker." I said harsly, rubbing my boob.

They literally elbowed me in the boob, and that shit hurts.

"Fucker, huh?"

Oh shit.

"I don't have time for this." as I finished the sentence the bell to rang.

Why me?

"Well now you do." he smirked.

"Goodbye Hayes."

"We're in the same class, idiot."

I tried to hide the smile that threatened to appear on my lips.

Opening the class door, everyone's attention was turned to the both of us.

Oh and did i mention that Julliet was in this class?

"Nice of you two to join us." Smiled, mr.whatever-his-last-name is said

I'm too busy thinking about how bad this might look, to remember his name.

"Ms.Charles and Mr.Hayes will you care to explain to the class, as to why you're late."

"No." I immidealty said speaking for the both of us.

Wait that's going to make it seem like we were doing something wrong.

"I mean yeah."

Everyone's eyes was on me. Even Juliet's.

I looked up at Hayes, seeing that he was a lot taller, pleading for help.

He seemed to have read my eyes and jumped in

"Uh well you see here Sir, Ms.Charles, um.. lost her phone and she was going crazy looking for it, and I being the most awesome person in the world, I helped her look for it. Turns out we lost track of time and yea." He smiled, looking confident and proud of his lie.

"Is this right Ms.Charles?" he raised an eyebrow, waiting for my response.

i nodded, "Yes sir."

"Well okay, I'll let it slide this time. Don't let it happen again, otherwise I'd have to give both of you detention."

Hayes shruggged, but nodded, while I rushed towards my seat and earning a small smile from Juliet, which i returned.

"You're welcome." Hayes whisper as he walked past my desk.

"Thanks." I murmured, rolling my eyes.

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(A/N: now that I'm without your kisses, I'll be needing stitches.)

OH MY GOD DID YOU GUYS SEE THE KCA OMG OMG SHAWN GOT SLIMED LIKE SOAJSHEISOUSD I LOST MY SHIT MAN!!!!!

AND 5SOS KILLED IT MAN IT WAS HFSOSIELAOWB FABULOUS!!!

Tbh I only watched it bc of shawn and 5sos, otherwise I wouldn't have watched It.

Ball is life. 😂 jk.

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